~All i want~

2009-01-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

today is a good day!:)

2008-12-20T08:20:00.002+08:00

this few days had been quite fun.
haha.
going out with the MOE pple..
ACTIVELY i would say..
haha.

although it is the peak period now..
and slping at one plus every night make me super tired for work next day,
but still i enjoyed it thoroughly.

oen of the activity we keep going was KBOX!
lol.
i havent been going kbox since like dunno how many eons ago and now im back to active K-ing!

although im spending excessively money now..
but i guess i shld enjoy it while it last!
lol.
cox once school starts, it will be back to the routine life.
school. tuition. dad place.

i guess i will miss my MOE frens after we part for school this coming sem cox i wun be seeing them for the next holiday as i will be flying to Beijing.
haha.
i do hope we can meet up also during school time.
*ms leu pls take notice hor.
wen xin also.
haha

this is the same feeling i had when i played so much with my starhub peeps.
haha.

2008-12-05T08:28:00.002+08:00

im back to working.
one day after my exams finished.
haha.

ya i know its very fast..
but money still matters.
lol.

yesterday i got a super weird auntie who wants to include bible study as a compulsory subject for primary school.
and i was stuck with her for 1hr 40 mins la..

cant blog anymore.
got new temps attached to me.

我是宅女

2008-11-04T17:25:00.003+08:00

我真的要变宅女了。

刚刚去运动一下，结果还是气喘吁吁的回来。
真逊！

哈哈。
今天决定用华文来写，
因为这几天都在向北京公司询问住宿和机票的事，
让我有感而发。

虽然离明年五月还蛮远的，
但却有一种迫不及待和难以形容的心情。

回来时，
我的华文应该会进步吧。

期末考又要来了。
加油。

我真觉得我自己少了上进心。
哪里能找到？

taken from grace

2008-10-30T12:51:00.002+08:00

im now in school blogging.
when im supposed to be working on my scheduling and energy report.
2 more projects to go.

WOOHOO!
mich is hardworkingly doing work beside me but i have totally no mood to do..
or im totally too lazy and tired to click on my graphs and start churning the analysis.

hai..
i cant lag now when everything is gg to be handed up soon and exams are coming.
my slping time for this 2 weeks has been fix at 230-3am
and it has become a habit already.
i need to slp earlier!
provided that there is less things to do.
haha.

HOT SHOT IS NICE!!
haha
so random but still. GO WATCH HOT SHOT!

tmr is dots bday celeb with the 76 peeps.
cant wait to go play!
havent gone out in ages.

yesterday marks the last day of my tuition for this year i guess.
no more income.
no money.

i need to save money for china.

2008-10-22T23:31:00.003+08:00

this 2 weeks is super cool.
one project handed up today.
2 more on friday.
one next tues.
one presentation on thurs.
2 next next thurs.

im gg to be superwoman.

and i hate finance.
argh.

I MUST GENERATE A 20 PAGE REPORT BY NEXT TUES!
and i only generate one.
i need motivation.

I MUST LOVE FINANCE!

projects aside.
mich n me went to get our employment letter yesterday for the overseas intern.
and I FOUND OUT THAT IM GG BEIJING!
HMPH!
the old man say i was gg shanghai..
and majority of them are in shanghai..
only me n hui fang in beijing!

maybe its a blessing in disguise.
it better be good.

2008-10-15T00:26:00.004+08:00

last week added a little bit of entertainment into my super boring and stress life.
i went for 2 bday celebrations, namely jia yi and liqi's.

jia yi's celeb was a surprised planned by us.
and we decided to go posh by gg to the NEW ASIA BAR!
lol.
ok la not very posh but it was super not worth it i guess.
25 bucks for one super cheapo free drink.
i think we had a choice of tiger, bourbon coke and bacardi lime.
we all chose bacardi lime in the end.
there is super a lot of ang mohs and the music was quite blaring.
other than the company, i guess all was quite normal.
maybe the view was good but i wun be looking at the view the whole evening right?
lol.

some pictures.

sat was reserved for liqi.
small one had a theme of blue and white.
as usual i had to go my dad place on sat so i had to be excuse n leave early.
haha.
she must be so honoured right?

a typical family cum classmates gathering for a 21st bday.
photos not up yet as no one posted but it was good to make a few friends there.

back to school work.
school has been quite suffocating this sem.
ARGH!

2008-10-04T23:53:00.002+08:00

i realise that everytime i wanna blog.
i have nothing to blog.
thats how interesting my life is right now.

constant worrying about projects.
i just they must be so honoured that they are in my mind 24/7.

sigh.

i found a new eye candy!!
lol.
but he is in taiwan.
and is from bang bang tang.
and his name is xiao jie.

and i also realise that when we start seeing young artists on tv that is younger than us,
im getting old.

but dun worry, im dun really like super young boys.
and xiao jie is one yr older.

this coming wk will be super duper busy again.

2008-10-01T00:29:00.001+08:00

i want the time to stop.
as in right now.
freeze.
frozen.
ya. stop.

let me finish up all the unfinished readings,
all the super hectic projects,
do my revisions,

before starting again.

then it will be a good hari raya holiday.

2008-09-17T23:43:00.001+08:00

i have work piling up and totally no mood to do.

i need to
play
play
play
play
play
play
play
play
play
play
play
play.

one word
play.

2008-09-12T20:55:00.002+08:00

wk 5 and i realise that i neglecting my blog.
haha.
guess spiders will start to move in soon and by wk 12, the blog will be sticky.
get it?
haha.

went self grooming today with mich for threading at little india.
for my ever messy n bushy eye brows.
i would use one word to describe.
PAINFUL!

went off to cut hair after that.
with my eyebrows still super red.
then my hairstylist still ask me whether i got allergy at my eyebrows.
haha.

this past week has been super busy.
Tuesday was spend at Xiao Han's house baking cookies.
and its for a project.
such a cool project right?
haha. and my lecturer/tutor is korean.
BUT he can be pretty mean as well.

wells, teachers cant be good.

haha.
wed morning was spend in the school's dental clinic.
i finally went to the dentist after like 4-5 yrs?
but everything was good, just a bit bloody.

thurs was a super chiong and exciting day.
i totally skip lunch n dinner.
and i got super good news!

ME N MICH ARE GG SHANGHAI FOR OUR INTERN!!

we are super lucky that we both got balloted in.

thats all for this wk.
readings now.

2008-09-07T13:08:00.002+08:00

i have been sitting at my com for days and i have yet to complete my reflection paper.
sian.
i really dunno what to write, lest what have i learn at the carnival which i spend 3 hrs standing at the booth, walking around eating and thats it.

and i have to hand in tomorrow.
argh!

2008-08-29T00:06:00.002+08:00

is the weather nowdays turning pple mood crazy?

how can there be so much rain in August?
when it is supposed to be the changing session from summer to autumn.
not that im complaining about the rain.
i love rainy days.

what is the world changing to?

im not sure whether the weather is affecting my mood.
but mich n me has gotten quite crazy nowadays.

sigh.
im currently buried under piles of work and its only wk 3!
guess this is how im supposed to feel for being a yr 3.
i thought i could use this free extra time which i din have in the past to do more work, but it seems im even more lagging.

back to work.
im still sorting out my readings.

2008-08-23T08:01:00.002+08:00

im back to working.
for one day.

and i slept at 3am.

so in total i slp for 4 hrs.
good.

and thats y this post is in bits and chunks.

yesterday yulin had her celebration in Kandi Bar.
i have been there before, so wells.
haha.
waiting for photos to be up by the lady but this will take like ages.
bonding with s76 again was good.
i din go for supper with them cox i have to work today.

and later out with boss n liqi.

lemme slp first.

2008-08-22T00:01:00.001+08:00

i have decided that it is time and i will stick to this decision.
no matter how hard it is.

2008-08-18T23:47:00.002+08:00

second week of school.
time passes really fast.
and the lecturers love to shock us with funny assignment.

like the first lect i had with finance.
the lecturer told us to do an individual project each 20 pages.
super sian la.
then we bargain until each 10 pages
haha.

but i guess it will be hard as well.

its back to the time of the year which im doing up my time table to stick on my planner.
my schedule sort of sucks this time.
5 days week.

this week gonna be a busy week.
i wanted to go gyming with mich today but guess what!
NUS gym sucks.
haha.
i was seriously disappointed when i went in and its like quite small with no treadmill.
then i wanted to run around the school tracks but there was soccer match gg on.
plan abandoned.

lemme try again on wed.

2008-08-11T00:16:00.002+08:00

today was such a happening day but first,

i need to apologise to my crescent frens.

*sorry guys that i din turn up for the outing.
I really felt the sincerity as both of u called haha but it was just at a wrong timing ya..
haha.

ok back to my good day today.
I WENT SENTOSA TODAY!!

ok im excited because the last time i went was 1 yr ago cox i still rmb i was approached by the NUS orientation pple to take a photo for dunno what purpose and now it is orientation time again.
and today weather was good!
haha.
to me la, cox there is no sun.

NO SUN= NO NEED FOR SUN BLOCK=NO RED LOBSTER SKIN

although it was a super short session because of the rain and i had to rush off to go dad place, i still enjoyed it.
super long since i had exercise and sweat.
feel so good today.

school starting soon, and i realise im needing this good rest for a long time le.

im like aching all over now after sentosa and gg my dad place.
time to slp.

guess the next time i go sentosa will be like super long le.

2008-08-09T01:09:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO!
i just came back from FIR concert, which was super sudden as dada suddenly called to say he has tickets.
so without even eating my dinner, i cab down to indoor stadium, grab a pao and went inside.

my 3rd concert of the year, and it is all complimentary.
haha.

the concert was quite boring though, as
1) i never like FIR a lot
2) i dunno some of the songs they sing (main purpose go concert is to sing along right)
3) no performance ( at least the jacky cheung n jay chou one got dance)

BUT
when i was almost going to sleep, dada told me HSIAO JING TENG was coming as well.

THIS WOKE ME UP.

haha.
super duper nice when he comes on stage.

i think FIR fans will kill me if i say i go FIR concert watch jam hsiao.

time to slp and plan for school.

2008-08-08T08:03:00.002+08:00

today is my last day of work!!!
yeah.

the past 3 months passed by so much, i doubt i have any holiday actually.

schools starts on mon.
im actually looking forward to school.
i guess i had enough of all the ridiculous people in the world who complain about everything under the sun.
3 consecutive jobs all under customer service.

haha.
i think i should have sufficient experience already.
my intern next year should not be about customer service.

sidetrack abit.
saw hoon saw PC in NTU!!!
lol.
i had long lost track of where PC is but the sudden mentioned of this 2 syllabus word bring some joy to my world.
haha.

school's starting.
and i think this sem is 5 days week.
sucks.
but doesnt matter, i plan to make full use of the school facilites if time permits.
haha.
or if my laziness does not overpower my might.
dunno y this sem modules has such little vacancies available.
causing me to pay a super high price for all my modules.

i shall end here.
lemme concentrate on my last day of work.
haha

2008-08-04T17:38:00.001+08:00

i totally have no voice now.
and they refused to let me go home.

good.

i feel so needed.
haha.

2008-08-04T08:35:00.002+08:00

current bidding status: sucks.

how can the school just open 20 vacancies for my modules!
although it is an elective core, but i still need the modules to grad!
argh.

with 20 vacancies, the bidding pts naturally goes up to 1500+.
sian.

random.
i think i have become more frank nowadays.
i no longer have the tolerance towards things which i cant stand.
i understand that this is totally not good.
shucks.

2008-08-01T20:42:00.002+08:00

im ponned work today.
haha.

not exactly cox im like down with extreme serious flu and sore throat.
those that make me run for tissue every 5 seconds to stop the flow and croaking voice.
mummy says im working too hard and not enough sleep.

haha.
i would think it would be all those calls that i had handled for the past few days.
everyday i handle like 150+ calls..
and calculating the hours i sleep and my total working hours,
my voice hasnt had enough rest.

sometimes i really dun feel appreciated.
or even needed.
is it time?

2008-07-29T08:34:00.002+08:00

8 more days left at work.
haha.

im going to start counting down till 8/8.

sat was a very short outing with s76 peeps.
and they ask me to go on impulse shopping!
haha.
i was never an impulse shopping before and those who know, i take ages to shop.

but it was super exciting haha.
then we went off to my daddy place to eat dinner.

im going crazy at work.
ridiculous people calling in.

2008-07-28T23:05:00.002+08:00

i realise that everytime i want to blog, there is nothing to write.
but when im not blogging, i will think of all sorts of things to write.

haha.

my birthday went by like a breeeze.
a super slack celebration with dada.
i wouldnt call it a celebration. all thx to the lazy pig.
i guess i will win hands down for the 'most boring 21st celeb'

friday celeb was with crescent peeps.
that one was a super crazy one but it did make me pissed at some moments of time.
but wells..

2 more week of work.
and im done with this place

2008-07-22T13:53:00.002+08:00

second celebration with leusuwen.
haha.

although it was a short one, lasting only maybe like 3.5 hrs, but i got to know more things about her.
she also gave me a treat at MOF and also a shawl.
i was quite surprised at the present and she even say she has a card for me!
haha.

thank you leusuwen.

but i wun be seeing much of her at work anymore!!
so sad.

tmr is my 21st.
a bit excited although i dunno why.
but somehow this few days at work seems quite bad.
all the complains seems attracted to me.

sucks

2008-07-21T08:07:00.002+08:00

My first celebration was on sat.
and we spend an shocking amount of $100.
just on desserts.
only.

it was at PS cafe, as J was able to drive us up.
my first time up there and it has indeed nice ambience.
but its was quite ulu and i doubt i will go up again without anyone driving.

but this trip kinda spoilt dada's plan for wed.

my first birthday gift was from my darling les partner, J.
it was a beautifully made scrapbook with our pictures stick all in it.
most importantly it shows our CHANGE.

haha.the times when we first entered dv, as young naive 18 years old till now.
im not saying we are not innocent now.
haha.

first call of the day and the caller wants to speak to education minister.
hoho.
guess this week will start off with a BANG.

2008-07-18T08:00:00.002+08:00

tmr marks the first day of my bday celeb and it will start with the starhub peeps and end with S76 next sat i think.

i shld be holding a joint celeb with tl for the s76 pple.
details aside first.

work is really draining as everytime i lie on my bed i will sleep.
immediately.
there are really ridiculous pple in this world who can complain about everything under the sun, something even if they are wrong then they will still push the blame around.

remind me of my office pple though.
cant stand the politics that is going on.
3 more weeks.
i guess to me, the higher rank u are, the more u know how to taiji
haha.

2008-07-15T08:23:00.002+08:00

3 more weeks till work end.
and counting down.

there is so much backstabbing happen at work.
so much that i am like watching show every morning.
interesting.

guess i need to be oblivious to the surrounding.
or else i will be targeted as well i guess.
politics politics politics.

this week is going to be a tiring week but im enjoying it.
cox theres money!!

2008-07-12T10:13:00.002+08:00

im working on a sat again.
haha.
tiring.

but im gg to walk the southern ridges later!!
haha

nothing to blog today.
haha im like super sian.

no mood to plan for my birthday celebration.

Can anyone help me plan?

2008-07-08T07:58:00.001+08:00

went out with suwen the day before.
for the first time since i work here.
haha.
and it was spoilt by this little girl at the JE arcade when we were playing bishi bashi( is it spell this way?)

yup.
but i hope there is more to come.haha.
but this fren of mine is like seriously crazy over the M1 adverts of the 3 crazy guys, especially the indian one.

out with the crescent peeps yesterday.
AND AH MA IS BACK!!
and its like everyone knew except me and they have been hiding this matter from me for a week plus!
so sickening!
plus i still went to leave msges for ah ma asking her when she is coming back when she is already back.
but yesterday i was too tired to have any big reaction.
haha.

went timbre yesterday.
supposed to be seeing this particular band whose male singer is supposed to look like wang lee hom according to yach, but wells.
not fated ya.

admist the disappointment, we still drank, eat and play.

and dada is going mambo today!!
irritating.
and he is going to come home late again!
so sad.

office pple really gossip a lot.
sucks.

2008-07-05T09:19:00.002+08:00

first time working on a sat.
and it was great!
haha
till now at 930am.
i hope it will continue on till 1pm.

i woke up with a disappointment, seeing that there is no msg in my phone.
and i still reminded u yesterday.
feel a bit neglected.
and it is always the case.

Ah hao asked me yesterday what should he do for his girlfriend as he feels that he had been neglecting her.

Super envious.

my birthday is coming soon.
pple start booking me!
haha.

2008-07-03T08:14:00.002+08:00

one month plus at work, one month plus to go then it will be back to school again.

i realise weird pple pick out different hotline to call when they are bored.
or when they feel like screaming.

when i was working in starhub, there is this guy who talk damn fast and keep asking to check his bill but will hand up once we put him on hold.
haha.
and he calls every 5 minutes.

and now here, there is this woman who keep saying that she is a very nice person and that why good people like her nv get a job and all the bad people gets good jobs.
and she will keep screaming and insulting every 'bad people' she know.
although she doesnt call every 5 minutes ( or else our ears will suffer listening to her scream), but she does have records from last year onwards.

its this kind of people that make our job entertaining.

and leusuwen is leaving soon!!
no one else to entertain me le..
the remaining one month will be so hard to pass..

leusuwen u better keep coming back when u go for camps.
haha.

but then after working for 3 companies during my uni holis, i really think that for female employee, it is better to have male boss and vice versa.
and i am certain that every boss must have 2 sided face.

2008-06-25T08:23:00.002+08:00

some things dun have to put said blatantly across ur face when it is super duper obvious.

sian.
i think im like too stress here at this job cox calls are coming like crazy.
i even dreamt of it yesterday night.
got this nightmare that i cannot be on break and the calls keep coming in.
haha.

a fren/colleague of mine quit yesterday.
no idea whether he quit or they sack him but he left a note on my table saying they sack him.
but i heard from the other colleagues that he quit.
either way it doesnt matter cox the job is too stressful.
sucks.

heard that another colleague is leaving today.
she even came in a few weeks before i did and she is still under training.
stress. stress. stress.
especially small little fry like us.

yesterday night was a bad night cox someone purposely wants to make me sad and to sleep badly.
i had so much things to share, maybe a venue for me to express all this stress out but someone had the easy way out.
so ya, im still angry cox u knew i will be angry and u still purposely avoid.
not forgiven.

2008-06-23T11:32:00.002+08:00

omg today calls are crazy and im like having 5 more min of my break before i go back to the war grounds!

haha.
yesterday outing with dada was fun.
dunno why although we just watch kungfu panda on dvd and did nothing fun.
we had planned to walked the southern bridges but abandon the thoughts cox there is insufficient planning.
haha and the whole distance is 9KM!
think we shall go next week for one of the trails.
alright dada?

i bought shoes yesterday again.
a $10 heels which i think is quite worth it.
haha.

busy busy.

2008-06-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

work sucks.
really sucks for now.
waking up at 6 plus everyday is not exactly my idea of a holiday job but for the sake of money..i must strive!
its super duper stressful cox the work standard is really so high and im like stuck in between this 2 sups who are training to coach me , this pathetic new comer.
and the thing is they both say different things.

how am i supposed to know who is right and who is wrong.

but at least they bother teaching me with so many things to rmb
there is this other sup who only know how to whine!
sucker!
when she first come in nv commit error meh..
irritating shit.

somemore dun even dare to tell me that im wrong in putting the topic, then keep complaining to the other sups that she see the new temps she wanna faint.
pile of shit lo.
tell me and i change la.
i dun even know im wrong in the first place.
faker.

my colleagues tell me that there have been having nighmares ever since they start this job.
especially the toot toot sound of the phone coming in.
haha.
but all my colleagues have been nice.
which is good.

im realise im not a very trendy person.
although skinny jeans have been so IN for the past seasons,
i still din managed to get a pair cox i dun think i look nice in it.
haha.

went to chinatown to eat dinner on wed with dada.
the new chinatown hawker which is juz ready.
once we went up, there is this strong smell of salted fish.
and dada say a stupid thing to me.

"dear is that ur smell?"

HAHA.
how insulting.
juz because i got a sian in my name doesnt mean i must smell like it k.
bleh.

2008-06-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

i cant rmb what i wanna blog cox work life kinda make me very tired,
even on a wkend.

i juz rmb that i met up with j last fri night and we went for sakae sushi.
the price has gone up!!
haha.
though i cant rmb whens the last time i ate there.
ya but the company was good.
and after that the 2 tired pple went to starbucks to chill after picking up a brochure from STRIPS and we were trying to fig out the weird names on the list.
like xx and xxx and xxxx.
x is really what is printed on the list.
not something to mask over the words.
haha.
go figures.

then thurs me n dada went on a spa treat.
haha.
my first spa.
cox its free and so i had to say i enjoy it.
not so bad though, but i dun think i can spend 4 hrs doing this kind of things.

body scrub.
body wrap.
body massage. (extremely painful)
mani.
pedi.

something random but i started to answer calls by myself last fri.
and its sucks.
very stressful.
cox they dun allow u to put wrap up after each calls or work mode.
sucks.

and this job make me learn to eat damn fast.
cox lunch break is only 30 min.
including queueing, buying, dapaoing, walking back to office, and eating.

stupid dada went off to slp without waiting for me again.
grrrr.

2008-05-25T02:13:00.003+08:00

今天早上起床脑袋异常痛脸也涨红
是不是昨天晚上做了什么害羞的梦
或许是粉红色荷尔蒙在血液中流动
你呼吸我悸动
警告标语提醒着我们身在不同天空
预设好的伤痛是否能说不碰就不碰
我想犹豫不决比飞蛾扑火还更堕落
冲不冲痛不痛理智为爱失踪
来不及每个脚步已踩着恋爱的节奏
来不及地球转动不会为谁等候
来不及回头检查旧的伤口
如果找藉口想太多没结果哭也没用
今天早上起床你是否觉得全身酸痛
是不是我爱上你让你觉得全身紧绷
或许是你太调皮到我梦中随便窜动
你挑逗我失控
警告标语果然不出所料提醒不了我
预设好的伤痛牙一咬有梦就不会痛
我想犹豫不决永远不会是我的作风
疯不疯痛不痛就算我犯了错
来不及脑海早就烙印了你完美轮廓
来不及赶快捕捉为你放的烟火
来不及已把狂爱你的冲动变成了享受
我想要解脱要自由要冲动

----------来不及--Hebe--

2008-05-25T01:40:00.002+08:00

today din went so well.
i know im a very nan gao person.
if i dun like someone, i will be very negative.

and i dun mix well with strangers.

really.
and thats something i cant change although i would like to.
cox everyone likes friendly pple.

and i know that u are trying to accommodate this fact.

but there is just this line that i cant cross.
for now.
maybe in the future i will, but not for now.

and also because of my character, there are things i cant accept.
although u dunno it, but the truth is there.

randomness aside.
i finished watching 斗牛要不要
motivated by the determination and perseverance of 伊胜雪

六球定输赢。

斗牛要不要？

2008-05-23T12:39:00.001+08:00

today is such a tiring day.
and im back to blogging.
haha.
cox its so boring at work.

i have an urge to go and cut my hair.
haha.
although the last time i cut was like one month ago, before exams juz in time to dye my hair, but it has grown so much that now its like hay.
partly because my hair colour is brown with blonde tints.

and i wanna shop!
really.
shop.
i realised half my working clothes doesnt fit me at all.
either they are pass down from sis, or tainted with some colours becox they decolourise, or maybe i grew thinner.
haha.

but i cant bear to spend the money!
HAHA! call me a miser.
so i welcome free clothes.

back to my office work.
i really think my office is wasting resources, namely ME!
reason being that i have been here for the past week and i have not been proper training yet!
excluding the 2 hrs of explanations of the sch fees talk.

but yea, im like rotting and surfing net secretly and ans calls when they ask me to.
HIVR somemore.

hurhur.

2008-05-22T15:31:00.002+08:00

最经很喜欢写网日记。。

哈哈
没有什么理由。

可能比较有空

现在在办公室。
花了一整天在看修得网日，
哈哈只看到一半，
其实也不到一半
但又勾起我用华文来写网日

原来他也是一个痴情汉
感情丰富的汉子
我喜欢。
：）

当我看到其中一篇有关于梦想时
也让我想到我的

从小到大，我没有真正去追求我的梦想。
好听的说就是我的顾虑太多

必须关心学业
钱
时间
家人
还有什么呢。。

可是现实是。。
我不够坚持

我不会怪我的命
怪我的父母
怪其他的事

所以虽然现在一边打工一边读书很苦
但我乐在其中

我要靠我这两只手和这个头脑
打拼这个世界！
哈哈

有点扯
但未来的事以后再说

这二十年我没有做我要做的事
到了这个
七月二十三
我越该做做我该做的事

不然失去的会根多
哈哈

我应该开始想想

满脑子都是我想要做的事!

无理头

2008-05-20T00:09:00.005+08:00

i have been blogging a lot this few days.
haha
感触良多吧

今天去补习时，不知不觉我发现今天的旅途中有很多残疾人和我搭巴士。
有点不寻常，因为我平常不会常看见他们。
让我想起四川地震的事。

我这几天很不喜欢看报纸。
看到那些悲惨的画面都让我很心酸。

我是一个感情丰富的人。
零碎的事都会让我哭泣了，何况是这种大事。。
也因为这个理由，我很欣赏感情丰富的男生，
哈哈

我觉得着种事的发生，是在提醒我们有多幸福。
这时的辛苦又算什么。。

我每一次到不一样的地方工作时，都会领略到人是多么心胸狭窄，事事都要计较。
事事难料，大家加油吧！

最经有朋友问我要不要出国旅游。
我才发现以前很渴望出国的我不见了。。
可能因为压韵太久，所以不见了。
可能她很快就会回来，
但我现在只向做好我的本份，筹够钱交学费，留在家也无所谓。
我一定能熬过这两年的。

今天我有点怪怪的。
所以这是一篇无理头的文章。

明天又要上班了，
希望我会喜欢上这份工作。

当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙
爱你的我
----------够爱-- 东城卫 a chord-

2008-05-19T02:00:00.002+08:00

i juz finished watching the last episode of the X-family.
well, although its a lame show and funny weird dialogue and they pun on the phrase" 异能”which is supposed to be "艺能" as the entertainment world a lot, but generally there are a lot of shuai guys to see and i know one more shuai guy, Xiu.
haha.
dada would be glad that i finally finished watching cox i have been piaing all this while and slping late.
im gg to borrow more dramas to watch from my tuitee.
hehe.

went to my cousin's wedding today at swissotel.
its a very rare day cox dad took off to go.
the food was not bad, and i can actually be full from eating wedding food.
the wedding feeling is not really there as i wasnt close to my mummy side relatives though, thus its more of a show to show how grown up i am now and my current education level.

i bought a pair of comfortable heels today!
haha.
$17 bucks only.

recently im hooked on 2 songs.
1)在水一方 by wang dong cheng
2)吻得太逼真 by zhang jing xuan.

there is this canto version for the second song and its very nice as well.
haha
everyone go listen!

2008-05-17T13:28:00.005+08:00

im back feeling refreshed after a managable slp of 10 hrs and i woke up at 12 today.
better than the last 3 days when i wake up after a miserable 6+ hr of slp.

im currently working at MOE call centre.
does this qn pop out in everyone's mind: Does MOE have a call centre?
haha.
yes it does.
and it handle all the weird calls from the gan chiong aunties.

not an easy job i would say.
although i have juz spend 3 days buddying with someone else listening to their calls and have not started proper training.

dada bought me a big seal/whale from jb.
haha.
pictures up later.

went out with liqi and zihao yesterday for a belated bday celeb for hao.
and bought a piglet for him to reflect his erm.. personality.
haha.
we ate at waruku as lq's recommended it and it was indeed super nice.
i love the ebi tenmaki.
and the first time i ate salmon skin.

me n hao with piglet

2008-05-16T00:10:00.001+08:00

i have just started working.
for 2 days only
and im tired like siao.

will blog when i have enough rest.

2008-05-05T00:28:00.003+08:00

for the past few dyays, i witnessed the death of 2 lizards.
haha and i din kill anyone of them.

one of them was killed by my neighbour, a pri sch kid when it escape from hid house.
in came the power of baygon!
haha. i think he oversprayed though, as i saw the lizard feeling damn dizzy and struggling to escape from my neighbour's corridor to my house corridor.
it was a weird sight to see the lizard walking zig zag like a drunkard and it managed to struggled to the drain where my mum had her pots of flowers.
and it struggled to clinb out of the drain but it couldnt, so it juz lie there n die.

next one doesnt have a story behind it but i juz saw it flat, and i really mean flat at my dad stall behind some table.

haha.

went to lucinda's party on fri, straight after cost exams.
the place was damn good, plus the food, but i think the atmosphere was a bit too quiet for a party.
haha or maybe the 3 lonely crescentians were not part of the bigger group and thus unable to feel the excitement.
none of the 3 of us rmb to bring camera, so all the pics are still with lucinda, waiting for her to upload, but i guess it can take ages.
haha.
the 3 of us seeing that the atmosphere was not good enough so we decided to come up with some games, but still, haha.
maybe the good thing was her bf got to know lucinda better.

randomness.
i watched the last samurai today on channel 5.
i had wanted to watch this show when i took the jap mod, geisha, samurai and yakuza during yr 1 sem 2.
but i only watch it one yr later.
the irony of it.
maybe if i had watch it then i would score better for that module.
lol.

last exam le.
cant seems to have the mood to study for it plus this terrible weather nowadays make me unable to concentrate.
pls rain.
dada went jb today and bought me someting which he refused to reeval until the end of my exam, cox he claims its a reward for me surviving the whole exam period.
oh wells, juz wait n see.

time to slp.

2008-04-25T17:50:00.002+08:00

tmr is the start of my papers.
when some pple like junjia have already finished and started playing.
but well..
late start means i can study more.
finally got a break for my tuitions for 2 weeks
and i am so not used to it.
haha.
im used to the days where i run everywhere throughout the day.
kinda make me appreciate the good feeling of staying at home and studying.
HAHA.
cant believe i say i like studying.
measurement tmr.
hope TAL dun give us any stunts and pop out something doable.
pls juz come out on substructure with no slopes, no stairs, no finishes or roof.
basically juz concrete n formwork will do.
haha.
FAT HOPE i know.

measurement measurement measurement.
and im hooked to the 7pm show on channel u.
becox of xiao gen ban!

2008-04-23T22:32:00.002+08:00

been mugging for the past 2 days with mich n jem.
fruitful mugging session as i clarify my doubts on measurements.
blamed it on me for not revising frequently, BUT also TAL for not explaining clearly, especially on staircases.
but i do know more abt mich n jem.
haha.
one thing is we are all left handeds.
yay!

2 more days to exams and i really cant wait to take a break.

2008-04-15T15:17:00.003+08:00

i have half a mind to put up what i have written the other day but save under draft cox i din finish writing.
o wells..
i deleted it.
i finally realise that it is a waste of time talking abt this kind of pple and also waste of energy.

although there is little school this week, i still went out often having tuition and small little things like cutting and dyeing my hair.
haha.
its a hair week.
mich n i went to kimage school for hairdressing yesterday to dye our hair becoz of the one for one voucher.
its was quite an interesting experience.
my first time dyeing hair at a salon.
firstly, most of the students there are aunties/foreigners.
i had expected most of them to be youngsters.

my hairdresser was a auntie but turn out to be quite heng cox i observec that some other aunties were quite nasty to the customers and some youngsters were quite chin chai abt the work.
and so we spend 3 hrs in the salon sitting there.
supposed to be 2.5 hrs set aside for technical de but both of our hairdressers exceeded the timing.
i guess due to their inexperience, my blonde highlights were all hidden underneath my brown hair and if i want them to be seen i have to flip my brown hair up.
but also due to the reason that my hair is very problematic and the hairdresser had a hard time trying to pin them up while doing other parts as it keep dropping.
haha.
but it was ok since i only pay $25 cox it being one for one.

then went out with dada for the whole day before starting on exams.
watch Three Kingdoms: Resurrection of the Dragon on Andy Lau and Maggie Q.
and make me so depressed thruout the movie cox its all blood and war and everything i dun like.
but i still went to watch cox dada wants to watch.

then dada had to compensate for my misery thruout the movie cox half of it i was hiding my eyes with his shirt during the parts when they kill each other.
im a very peaceful person.
haha.
so we went to search for happy food!
and bought my exam time supplements.
cornflakes, sweets and chocolates.
dada went crazy and bought 6 box of clorets cox it was gg at 90 cents each which was cheap.
haha and also i eat mostly clorets.
time to go shower and tuition!!
MONEY MONEY!!
last day of sch tmr yeah!!

2008-04-12T17:25:00.002+08:00

its sat again and im home alone.
haha.
most of the lectures ended last week, with only measurement left this coming week on fri at 4pm.
haha last lecture on the last day of sch at such a late timing.
M%E to hand up on wed, research on sun then its exam time..
im in a good mood today. but dunno y.
wellssss...

im finally gg to cut hair on mon!!
in time to dye my hair on wed with mich at kimage sch academy.
i nv dye my hair in a salon before, well this is gg to be a firstie.
wonder what colour shld i dye..

the conflict in the last post is sort of stagnant.
at least she is responding to what we say.
hai..juz leave it that way.

i had a weird dream yesterday.
cox pple from all over were inside.
all over mean from jc, uni, even dada was inside.
but i cant rmb anything.
haha

its time to study.
and study
and study.

2008-04-05T14:03:00.003+08:00

after being in uni for so long, ( 2 yrs seems long)
its only this sem that i realise that pple do have different working pace and different degree of acceptability.
am i supposed to be lucky or what that it took me so long to realise this.

the story goes like this.
for those readers, u shld have known by now that i have a crazy for m&e abt water system in crescent.
all the grp memebers are my clique members.
so supposed to not have any conflict right?
WRONG.
its was this fine mon afternoon at 4pm before the day of the presentation in computer room 3 in sde, we gather to finish up the ppt and also PLAN to do a dry run.
i thought there is not much things left to do and would finish up quite fast so i arrange for tuition to be at 7pm.
but in the end, the whole process turn out to be more draggy then ever with osme of them very concerned over the colours and pictures and me n another fren which i call M got more impatient, cox all this is done over one computer and leaving us with nothing to do but to wait and talk behind. (1)
its was already 630pm and i shld have left at 6pm to reach tuition on time.
so i postponed tuition from 7pm, to 730 and then to 8pm.
but i eventually reach only at 830,
luckily my tuition kid was still ok.
and i shld mentioned that its because i excused myself to leave.
M couldnt stand it also cox she knows im terribly late but the others were still discussing abt the colours so she spoke out and say all this can actually be done at home in a good natured way.(2)

M felt bad later for voicing out and so she apologise to them over sms.
and so we thought everything was ok.

but on the way home i found things we could add in to our slides abt hot water system and so i gather everyone online to ask for opinion.
(hot water system is a point we must add in but we couldnt find anything)

it became a battle between 2 against 1 as M n I thought that there is hot water system but the other person H was quite against it as she thought the school will use a kettle and boil water if needed and not use a hot water dispenser. but i could sense her unwillingness to add in, but she did add in eventually. (3)

other grp members did not say anything cox they all busy doin their own part.
but on tues, she still din believe that there is a hot water dispenser in the staff room and even went to the extent of talking to all other group members and then the grp members even have to come and translate her meaning to us that she dun think there is hot water system in the staff room.
i thought this was a bit too much.
HELLO!!
why cant u juz come n talk to us?
im free for discussion and if u can prove ur pt i will gladly accept.

presentation was tuesday.
no sch on wed.
thurs only one lect.
its was only until fri when M n I noticed something was amiss.

H refused to talk to us and when we talked to her, she will stared at the grd and answer one word ans.
if this continues, it is gg to be hard cox we still have to do another project together.
M and I conclude that there is 3 things ( which explains the numbers) which might cause her behaviour.

can anyone give suggestions how to overcome this?
headache.

random.
went shuxian's party yesterday at CDANS chalet.
super ulu place and have to walk for quite long in.
quite nice to see my jc class peeps there and also mr peh!
haha.
we held a small talking session for like 2 plus hrs.
must let the guys know how uni is like.
jia you guys.
soon it will be ur turn.
hehe

2008-03-28T22:14:00.002+08:00

im now terribly hungry cox i havent had anything since lunch which is at 11am and now waiting for my mum to come home so that i can have dinner.
so i decided to blog instead of doing project cox i really have no brain juice left.

but im proud of myself today despite being super duper tired, i did not doze off during any of the 3 lectures today, finished up measurement tut during the break, make up a cow n bull story with mich abt 2 other person which we dun like and we laugh like mad becox of that.

and i still went tuition even though my day starts at 8 and end at 6 in sch.

im good:)

hehe time to eat!

2008-03-26T22:38:00.003+08:00

yeah i went for dim sum buffet today!!
haha
think me n dada eat more than what 4 pple will eat.
super duper full now!
and satisfied!

and maybe thats why im super hardworking today even though im very tired.
This week is the hectic week as the lab report is due this friday. Its almost done, only the editing part left, so im not worried about that.
The hardworking 4 of us met up for cost project today and we managed to complete it within 4 hours.
super efficient, but met up with some problems on the way and the tutor is taking ages to reply me email.
hope he replies me tomorrow.
cost is to be presented on monday, so there is only the preparation of the presentation, ppt slides are almost done.

M&E.
this is the most headache project to be done and it consist of 35% of my final grade.
and my group think we have just re-acted a particular scene from the Jack Neo movie, Just Follow Law.
we had to obtain a water system plan of Crescent, so we approached Crescent for it.
They direct us to BCA, cox they dun keep it.
ok fine so we went to find BCA.
BCA ask us to get an approval from MOE before they can give it to us.
So we went to MOE to get an approval.
MOE took ages to give us an approval but finally when they did, there is this nice guy who helped us contact BCA to pass them the approval, without us making the trip down.
ALL this already take 2 weeks.
and it hasnt end.
now BCA contacted us again saying they only have the architectural drawing and not the water system plan.
And they ask us to try NEA.
and so we called NEA and they direct us to PUB.
We are already feeling damn desperate and PUB just say, "No, we dun have the drawings" and they din even offer us an alternative place to look for it.
SICKENING.
whats worse is they ask us to write in to appeal and then they will search for us.
JUST LIKE THE SHOW RIGHT!!!
we are just so tempted to put that scene from the show during the presentation.

the presentation is due next tues!!
at least fann wong in that show managed to get what they want eventually and we didnt.
SUCKS!!!
and now we have to resort to draw the water plan ourselves and hope we dun get mark down.
and i still thought tmr i can wake up later, but now we have to meet to draw the plan.
argh!!

and i drop my laptop today on the bus.
thank goodness for my laptop case.
i nv know the laptop case will still bounce when it hit the floor.
haha.

2008-03-25T21:37:00.003+08:00

im super duper tired nowadays admist doing all the projects.
tuesday come quickly pls.
then i will only have one more left.

i am in need of good food!! e.g dim sum buffet.
haha.
to replenish my energy to overcome all this projects and also my laziness.

I NEED TO GET WORK DONE SOON!!!

sometimes im tired of this routine life.
i need some new entertainment, some new frens in my life, something for me to look forward to, or maybe some new clothes.
haha but the last choice is out of qn for now.

if only money can drop down from the sky now.

2008-03-15T16:04:00.003+08:00

juz finish watching my girl and its super duper nice.
hah.
i love lee dong wook!

i hope tmr will be a good good day.
and hope it rains non stop.
haha.

back to work..

odd oddd day

2008-03-13T22:11:00.002+08:00

its an odd odd day.
was watching webcast for research into the wee hours of 3am and i could still wake up at 10am.
an achievememt:)

im feeling happy today even though there is a 20% mid term test tmr and im still studying for it and although it include my hated stats, im still not feeling bad.
haha.
partly because it has been raining for the past few days and i love raining days!!!
did i mentioned i love the cooling weather?
haha.

hope this good mood will proceed on tmr after the test.

2008-03-09T15:29:00.002+08:00

i know im supposed to be doing all the endless projects now but i cant help but sidetrack a bit and i found this!
haha.
i used to like this song. so i kinda of feel good to hear it again.

harn wei threw another bomb today through email as he was explaining the new 2105 project.
argh.
total crap.

so right now till wk 13, it will be projects projects and projects.
Wk 10-2303
Wk 11- 2104 n 2202
Wk 13- 2105

i think i will be missing quite a few bday celebrations...

2008-03-05T18:04:00.002+08:00

gg back to crescent for a project has become a hassle nowadays, especially when the sch in charge is not very much cooperative and always making last min decision whether we can go down or not.

i still prefer the warming crescent.

studying pfm sometimes make me feel like a construction worker.
haha.
but its fun.
like we get to make concrete recently.
and its not so easy after all..cox only there is a certain proportion of water , admixtures and cement to be added together.

the weather had been cold nowadays.
but i love it.

2008-02-29T13:12:00.002+08:00

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2008-02-29T00:31:00.003+08:00

today we had a small birthday celebration for yach.
although generally it was a happy one, the laughters that we used to had were still present today, but i still feel that something is juz not right.
maybe the crescent days mo qi was not there anymore due to us meeting once a few months.
maybe due to our different lifestyles, we dun really talk to each other about everything anymore.
hmmm, but to yach, with our 7 yrs of frenship, haha.
hope it will go a long long way.

the week past by so quickly.
a break seems like no break at all.
meeting up for projects already occupy a large amt of time.
the only good thing is i still can watch my drama, huan huan ai.

i love watching dramas till the wee hours in the night.
so that no one will be able to see my emotions.
haha.
mostly my tears.

i hate to let pple see my tears.
but i cry easily.
irony.

dada has been busy= no time to talk to me.
hai.
tolerance level is getting low.

2008-02-24T01:40:00.002+08:00

im gg crazy from doing the literature review which need to be handed up tmr evening 1159.
i cant really do much work tmr cox im meeting dada.
and i know i cant concentrate on my work with dada around. haha
and in the evening it will be xj's 21st bday.

sososososo
i die die have to complete by today.
if not juz leave a tiny weeny bit for tmr.

but its 140am and im tired so i went net surfing.
haha.
caught this one grace's blog.

Juno MacGuff: I guess I wonder sometimes if people ever stay together for good.
Mac MacGuff: You mean like couples?
Juno MacGuff: Yeah, like people in love.

.

.

Mac MacGuff: In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with.

this come from the movie JUNO which i din watch, but after her recommendation, i would want to watch.

2008-02-21T01:21:00.004+08:00

school is getting more and more taxing, and i am getting lazier and lazier.
next week is the one week break and i do hope i will manage to study according to plan.
XJ's 21st bday chalet is this sun and i have an assignment to hand up this sun at 2359 too.
im so gg to have to pia this assignment.
and test on fri.
ah ma is leaving on sat for SEP.
and the 5 of us cant meet up for a farewell due to clashing schedules.

Xiao Yun if u are reading this, take care when u are there k?
We will miss you!

happy things.
vday was nice.
thx dada.

2008-02-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

so many events had happened since the last time i blog.
first up- dada bday
being a happy good boy that day, he picked me up from sch.
then came the first surprise for him.
FISH SPA!
haha.
we went to a place in chinatown called nibbles to have our dead skin eaten by this fishes.
the ambience there is quite nice and came with free flower scented tea as well when the fishes had their buffet.
but it was damn ticklish at first and dada couldnt stand it.
i had more fishes than him.
then dinner at soup spoon.
photos still with dada.

i met up with the crescent peeps as well.
audrey, yach, lucinda, xiao yun n jia yi.
found this damn nice place at first george place.
even though i work at the building next to it for like 3 months without knowing it.

then CNY.
went malacca for cny to visit my paternal family.
a short 2 day trip but was fruitful.
better than spending it in spore where it was so boring every year.
photos in facebook.
i too lazy to upload here.

2 more days to v day.

work is piling up day by day.
but there is this interesting project for M&E to look at the water system.
i have faith in this sem.
haha.

tmr is the first gathering for my frens in nus.
gg mich house for steamboat
everyone is SO excited.
HAHA.

2008-01-20T14:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday dada and me went to watch jay chou's concert.
thanks to dada for the free ticket.

a little disappointed though as i would think that there are too many breaks in between for him to change costumes.
well, i wasnt there for his costumes,haha they werent very nice though, except for maybe his opening costume which had a lot of feather coming from the back and the white zhong guo feng suit he had.

but i went crazy from his singing.
haha.

for those who know me for long, i love him ever since his first album i guess.

back to the concert.
anyway dada and me went in early cox we wanted to see whats on sale and also the main purpose is to see the limited edition of the gong zai.
in then end, the gong zai apparently had already been sold out long ago and we have to preorder if we want it.
and the preorder was super duper long.
if i had extra money to spare i would definitely buy.
money issue aside first.

so when we went in, (our seats were the most cheapo one), we saw that the whole stadium was quite greeny.
haha.
it was due to the free "hand" that starhub put on every seats.
BUT every seat except the cheapo one get the hand.
we wanted the hand, so we went to kope other people's de..
and pretend we were the people sitting there and we ran.

we took a lot of videos and photos of the concert.
but think due to the lack of time, he din sing much songs.
or maybe he had too many good songs.
haha.

the cheapo side totally have no feel for the concert.
everyone else was standing and jumping but nobody in my section was even ecstatic.
seriously, it was a let-down sitting there.
im so gg to buy the good seats next time he comes.

photos and videos will be up later.
dada is getting lazy, and not giving me the stuffs asap.
haha.

i am so broke this year.
and i need more tuition jobs.
more money pls.

2008-01-11T01:06:00.000+08:00

i would say bidding for this sem was peaceful, just like last semester.
haha.
hope that the bidding war in CORS would be far far away from me for the next sem, next next sem and forever more until i successfully graduate from nus.
although one of my core elective cost me 965 pts to bid this sem, which i felt was horredously stupid as its only pple from my course who can bid and whoever is the idiot to mark it up to so high.
but still, as long as the other modules cost only 1 pt, my pts shld still be able to last me.

yesterday night i had a weird dream though.
this person who appear in my dream, was never a close fren to begin with, or even one who i am able to go out with.
and without this dream, i dun think i would rmb him.
haha.
well, there wasnt a ri you suo si ye you suo mong thing though.

ever since dada starts this new job, we tend to meet up less.
once i start sch and with tuition, i guess it wil be restricted to once a week.
and i hope it will at least stay that way, and nothing lesser.

somehow i juz have a feeling, something will happen soon.

2008-01-09T02:07:00.000+08:00

i juz finished gong zhu xiao mei.
sian sian sian.
the show was so nice!

another fren juz broke up with his gf.
cox theres a third party.
and the thing is the girl went to tell my fren abt the third party.
and this sets me thinking.

wouldnt the harm be lesser if my fren doesnt know of the third party?
i would think that if i know of the third party existence, the pain would be more as the past few months that we were together actually mean so little to you that you choose the other guy over me.
but my fren took it quite lightly.
which is good though.

maybe it has become a mutual thing bah.

time to slp.
and sch starting soon..

2008-01-08T02:59:00.000+08:00

OMG!!
im only halfway thru gong zhu xiao mei and im in love with wu zhun!
lol..
think im gg crazy..
soon i will be one of those wu zhun club members..
haha..

this few days were spend at home pia-ing gong zhu xiao mei.
and tuition.
sch is starting in less than one week time though.

last sat was a fruitful sat.
haha
stupid dada brought me to see zhang xue you concert, but it was supposed to be a surprise.
then i again juz gong gong follow him to kallang, thinking that he wants to go to the new shopping centre in kallang but in the end main purpose is to go indoor stadium.
my first time watching concert though, excluding the ZPOP which lucinda sponser me on one of my birthday.
i dunno much of the his songs but able to hum along..
all thx to my years of listening to chinese music.
next wk will be jay's concert!!!
excited!

hohoho..
i wanna continue watching gong zhu xiao mei..
but its 3 am now..
haha.
for those pple who wanna watch korean show, coffee prince is also damn nice.
go watch!

2008-01-03T14:26:00.000+08:00

new year's eve was spent peacefully and quietly with dada.
quite a nice way to embrace the new year.

yesterday it was back to the secondary days for me.
hang out with the crescent peeps at lucinda's house.
full of craps and gossip.
haha.
but it was nice seeing all of them again and the endless laughter and suaning.
shld make it a bi annual event.
haha.
yach! go organise.

make new spec with dada!
haha.
so we both got new spec.

the bidding war has started again.

this post is very random.
haha.

2007-12-27T16:32:00.000+08:00

let the photos do the talking.

the only photo i have got for the s76 gathering

2007-12-26T13:45:00.000+08:00

xmas this year was not very well spent...
lemme talk abt xmas eve first.

had the usual dv xmas eve gathering all thx to ryan liu.
its a rare full attendance though at some part of the night..haha
but nonetheless, its ryan liu effort to plan.

went chong qing steamboat to eat dinner.
haha.
ryan was super friendly with one of the guy there.
then i realise its because he has something up his sleeve for that night.

after the dinner, we went off in 2 cars to boat quay for a small session at coffee club.
and where the game starts.
stupid ryan prepared red chilli(nt the sauce), wasabi, wiped cream and lime.
haha.
sorry ryan liu.
the wasabi and the chilli are still with steven.
lol.

everyone wanted to skip tat game so we walked towards esplanade to wait for the count down.
which is where the MOST HAPPENING thing of the day happened.
HAHA.
ryan prepared a bottle of champagne which is to be open once it strike 12.
then when he is opening it, the bottle FLEW!
HAHA.
and like spraying the whole floor with champagne.

but anyway, THANK YOU RYAN LIU AND MY DADA for organising.
photos will be up later.

a few days ago, my beloved class s76 held a potluck at thongler's house.
and it was quite successful!!
haha..half the class turn up, and even mr peh our econs teacher!
photos will have to up later cox dunno why my sis com cannot upload photos.
but it was good to see all of them again after so long..

post exams

2007-12-17T23:19:00.000+08:00

its has been quite a few days after my exams.
haha but i have been extremely busy!!
went to bangkok for 4 days..
sad cox i din get to buy much cox the luggage was full of sis's xmas presents for her colleagues so in the end i got no space.
but i ate good food though..
IM FAT NOW.
sian.

this whole week is going to be a meet-my-frens week
starting with a meet-up with liqi and zihao today.
fruitful day cox we had so much to catch up and as usual a lot of stories to tell.

tmr is a meet up with the crescentians peeps which i havent seen for eons.
wed with junjia my starhub darling
thurs is dedicated to my dada
fri is for 76!
haha.
a lot of outings=money gone.

i need more tuition!!1

2007-11-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

sad sad sad.
i should be studying now for my last 2 papers, but im online talking to saw hoon abt stuffs that has happened recently.
its really weird that most of us are now either cramming for exams or ord-ed, news came that one of our frens died during the dragonboat incident.

i should go back to study.

2007-11-05T00:36:00.000+08:00

i know i shld be doing work instead of blogging here.
but to the fact that pratically nobody in my fac (i say pratically becox there is sure some smart ass out there who know but i dunno that person)know how to do this last part of the assignment.
now everyone is stuck online because we have to hand up this assignment tmr by 9am.
and its 28%.

grrrr.
as i quote from my fren,
BENNY Y DO U ALWAYS MAKE US HEADACHE?
haha..benny is my lecturer fyi.

i realised this wkend is my most efficient wkend.
i finish a 4 k word law essay in maybe like 1 whole day.(i mean 24 hrs)
and this complicated stuff which i dunno how to explain to u all in another 24 hrs.

but i sacrifice piggy though.
tmr will be make up day for him.
piggy is working hard for our online shop though.
haha.im guilty of not doing anything. FOR NOW!

hai..maybe eventually i will hand up without the last part.

2007-11-03T20:53:00.000+08:00

nice nice!!!

2007-11-02T00:43:00.000+08:00

i got so many things to do until im gg crazy!!
i wasted so much time doing damn things.
dammit!

me-urs-ours.livejournal.com
pls visit.

2007-10-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

i have scope, law, structural, prof comm assignments to do..including one 2301 test to study.
and i have faith i will be able to handle everything well.
haha.
although i touch everything a bit here and there only and most of the dateline are on the same day which is 2 NOV!!!

piggy is gg through a very tiring phase now as he is at the wake most of this week and not slping enough.
his boss is also not accomodating lo..
no compassion at all!
as im typing this, piggy is taking the chance to go home n nap for a while.
take care piggy dear!

j keeps coming down to my house area recently, but then we are just not destined to meet.
haha..
girl, if u see this reserve one day for me after ur exams k?

and now back to my work.
and slp.( i have to wake up at 630 tmr k!)

2007-10-13T18:21:00.000+08:00

i like this song:)

btw if u all want to stop my bkgrd music, just press the stop button at the top, the one beside refresh.

2007-10-13T01:23:00.000+08:00

everytime i feel sian, i will turn to blogging.
haha..so right now i am very very sian.
and also neglecting law.:(
the stupid law assignment has been bugging me for the past week and i have yet to complete it.
thank goddess that the law lecturer has a kind heart to extend the dateline to mon.
or else i would be dead for sure.

went to meet piggy to cut hair today.
piggy hates the hair cut though, which make me sad as i felt it was alright.
and so i went to the extend of trying to make him happy, like pei-ing him n ryan go eat muthu curry.
and i freaking cannot tahan spicy food and i got a big ulcer on my lips.
and im not appreciated.
sigh. nvm.

met up with ryan n j today with piggy.
nice gathering though.

was damn busy this week as most of the tuition kids were having exams.
and they all claimed that the papers were very very hard.
hope their parents will really think the papers are hard and not that im lousy.

better slp now and wake up early to do LAW.

2007-10-06T01:34:00.000+08:00

its 130am and im struggling with that law assignment.
i have been staring at it since 1130 and not a single word has been type.
maybe just the qn but thats not the pt.
i suck at law.
i just cannot see what kind of case it is and or what kind of answer i need to eventually have.
im just sick of all the assignments which are pilling up every week and it happen that the tuition kids exams are all happening during my busiest time.
this means extra tuition for them and less time for me.
sucks to the core.

i havent been the most happiest girl for such a long time.
and i miss it terribly.
maybe this sem is bad.
just pure bad.
i realise that i must worry abt something regardless of school work, tuition, my life...
and i miss all the celebrations that are gg on...
i miss the mid-autumn festivals gathering where we met at shuxian's house a few yrs ago.
or the ones that i use to play with candles and lanterns with all the neighbourhood pple..
at least i still went chinese garden with the dv peeps last yr..
this yr it juz pass like any other day.
national day this yr was normal.
nothing special.
the last celeb was our anniversary.

i saw this particular incident on an acquantaince blog.
she was ranting abt how unromantic her bf was.
but it turn out that on mid autumn fest, her bf had went to her void deck and directly under her room's view, he laid out his and her name with lighted candles.
maybe i should start ranting as well.

2007-09-25T20:13:00.000+08:00

today is the 4th day of holiday and
IM NOT STUDYING OR DOING MY ASSIGNMENTS!
and all this spells B-A-D for me.
im determined to finish up 2201 today.
or at least 1k words.

haha.
but i went to find a new blogskin instead.
and wasted almost one hr.

ok now any suggestions what shld i do for this assignment?

1.You are the Design Manager for (choose 1)
•A building (eg: a museum)
•An infrastructure (eg: a bridge)
•An IT programme
•A service (eg: creating a fitness centre for your office)
2.List what you need to do (as Design Manager) for the following stages:
a)Identify the need
b)Set the parameters
c)Concept Design
d)Detailed Design

2007-09-24T15:10:00.000+08:00

我突然覺得有點怕　愛跟生活的一切
你以為我知道怎麼拆開　我們的想法和落差
＊我的愛　是說停不能停　已經濃的不能說是曾經　
也可說成我是錯的　愛未曾變成真的　
也沒談到多少你需要的愛
＃我不再　去執著我是誰　或是我在夜裡掉的眼淚　
也可說我看不開的　為你我能做的　　
竟還沒讓你相信是愛情　左右你我
而哭泣都是因為愛　別逼自己不掉淚
這網裏不只是有你　這網裏我也撐著　拼了命的守著

_害怕__林俊傑_

2007-09-20T20:33:00.000+08:00

the hectic days have finally stop, maybe not for long but this half a day break for me is sufficient enough i guess.
shant ask for more.
haha.
it has been so long ever since there is one day which i come home straight from sch and watch tv.
watching tv is out of my list on a daily basis.
but today, i refused to take any tuition and push all of them to fri and sat ( even though i have to suffer more but nonetheless at least i can rest today).
i just saw all my assignments.
from young, why doesnt any teacher see recess week/holiday as a time for us students to rest and play?
dun understand but i guess i nv will.
this recess week will be piled up with lots of assignments due when sch reopens.
hai..
hope i have my own time to spend with piggy.
:)
happy belated anniversary dada!

2007-09-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

im tired.
super duperly tired.
cant even work in a straight line today and had to lean on piggy to walk..
not that he mind though..haha..
sch is becoming more and more taxing and now even tutorials we have to get into grps and do presentation!
what a waste of time and effort..
but i think they are doing this so that we will all do our tutorial but that stupid law module is so....
HARD!
and we have to go law library to get our reading and law library is at BTC lo!!!
not as if it is at central lib which is convenient...
anyway the law lecturer suck at doing presentation..
he commit all the errors that we went thru during prof com..haha
he is monotone, speak with an indian accent, has slides full of words and even highlight his IMPT pts with dark red while his bkgrd is navy blue.
how can we see!!!
so im always very lethargic during law lect.
other than all this, im missing my frens.
crescent peeps, jc peeps, singtel n starhub peeps, liqi n zihao and dearest junjia who has been trying to fix a time to meet for quite sometime le but we are both juz too busy.
but tmr finally a time for me to slp late then go sch then come home rest n do my tutorial.
i shall enjoy tmr.
:)

2007-08-19T13:58:00.000+08:00

sch started juz a week ago.
but it was not too bad actually.
haha cox it was only a 3 day week.
but with tutorials coming up, i hope it will remain a 3 days week.

last week is actualy quite hectic.
with sch , i must now juggle sch with tuition with piggy.
haha.
last week my tutee ask me how i managed.
seriously i nv give it a thought b4.
i juz try and accomodate everyone inside my life.
but sometimes i see pple like ms junjia having to travel ard the world and also to do sailing as her sports so actively,
i juz feel damn jealous!
haha.
but well, maybe if my brains was a bit smarter and i have a bit more money than now..
things would have been different.
but i shall accept things as it is.

back to sch work.
juz something i would like to rant.
I HAVE TO TAKE ENG MOD AGAIN!!!
argh!
i thought i nv had to touch eng again after the first yr first sem and now come another eng mod which is COMPULSORY!
and it starts at 8am on a tues morn.
twice a week somemore.
do i have to die under the workload of another eng mod again?
no more mannar no more mannar.
haha she WAS my eng tutor.

you step on my tail and u pay for it.
tmr is be-my-slave day.

2007-08-11T15:41:00.000+08:00

although last year national day was memorable,
this year's national day juz come n go.
juz like any other normal day to me though.
went to daddy place to help out,
i wear saints maroon shirt.
haha.

havent seen piggy for 4 days le.
hai.
everytime he work for consecutive long days,
the irritating feeling will come.
boo!

shagged

2007-08-06T15:54:00.000+08:00

after a tiring day out in the sun and running ard,
i finally released how long i havent been out in the sun and doing some form of exercise.
my body ache like crazy the moment i woke up on bed.
haha.
a bit exaggerating..
actually only my arms..
but after yesterday, a darker and toner me emerged!
lol.

i realised i havent been shopping for a long time and have the pleasure of buying things that i like without having so much thoughts.
im gg to buy something for myself b4 sch starts.
haha.

yesterday when we were in minds cafe playing stupid games ( i wanted to put brainless but did not cox the stupid animal game make my exhausted brain think so much), i realised that guys and girls really have different mindset.
there was this game that had everyone think if one of the person there was this object, what would he/she be?
then when it was my turn to be the object( ok for mine is hobby), all the guys pick that i would choose cooking while all the girls ( including me) pick painting.
see!!!
concrete evidence of the typical male thinking.

sidetrack a bit.
saw the sun ho mv that caused so much uproar.
age and religion aside, but when i saw that mv, her slogan for her first cd came to my mind.
what happen to the slogan that say " ting wo de yin yue de hai zi bu hui bian huai" or something like that.
lol.the last part of the mv is so weird. with her speaking chinese to a black.
anyway, she still sucks.

back to yesterday.
met new frens.
different pple having different lifestyles.

你說把愛漸漸　放下會走更遠　又何必去改變　已錯過的時間
你用你的指尖　阻止我說再見　想像你在身邊　在完全失去之前
你說把愛漸漸　放下會走更遠　或許命運的籤　只讓我們遇見
只讓我們相戀　這一季的秋天　飄落後才發現　這幸福的碎片要我怎麼撿

2007-08-03T17:46:00.000+08:00

due to having nothing to do at home, i shall blogged again.
haha.

nothing exciting is happening ard except that the weather is exceptionally hot and i juz return from tuition and im too lazy to drag myself to bathe and its this weather that is too blame.
and my laziness.
haha.
where is all the rain that is flooding spore last week?
the rain that make me extremely cold in office and the urge to doze off with every phone call coming..
and now with me staying at home and the bed juz next to me, i had to have this weather.
but i shldnt be complaining as im lucky compared to the countries facing natual disasters.
yeah.

piggy is having problems with his gum again.
it will juz hurt for no reasons and sometimes to the extend of swelling.
anyone knows the reason?
pls share if u do cox the medicine the dentist give isnt really helping.

i have juz finished reading harry potter yesterday!!
but im not happy.
cox this marks the end of harry potter series which i have been following for the past years.
maybe their movies will still cheer me up.
piggy says im crazy that i teared when mad-eye moody died.
although i din received the full impact when lupin or tonks or fred died but stilllllll...
its not good when pple die.
:)

lets hope that the weather is good on sun.
not too sunny pls.
haha.
someone is gg to kill me when he read this.

2007-08-02T14:44:00.000+08:00

first day without work and staying at home.
the feeling is a bit weird though,
haha.
no more case for me to worry abt which i have to settle tmr.
no more stupid cust asking for ridiculous things.
no more ai pi ai qi cust.

peace at last.
maybe from work.
but sch is starting soon!
this yr bidding would have to be the most peaceful one cox i got all my mod juz from round 1A and i dun even have to chiong for any modules.
haha.
pictures are up btw in friendster.
too lazy to upload here..haha..
but i juz realised we din get to take any grp photos..
wasted.

half way thru harry potter now.
a bit slow though..
but i shall savour it slowly so i wun forget the story.

time to rush for tuition.
tada!

2007-07-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

tmr marks the end of my work in singtel.
not sad at all about leaving that place and i wun elaborate more in case i get sued.
haha..
as for the frens,
definitely a different grp of pple i would not mixed with other than work as the age range is quite big!
haha they are nice pple. and definitely helpful for some.

today is the start of bidding round.
hope everything is peaceful and all the modules i choose would not let me end up with some disgusting lecturer or tutor like last sem.

i forgot to thx grace for her card the previous post.
and i forgot to add also that i love receiving cards with a lot of things written in it.
haha.
but for this bday, hers is the only card i recd.
a bit sad though, but better than none.
:)

awaiting wed.

2007-07-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

one week had gone since im 20.
not much diff.
i still feel 19.
haha.
or even 18.
thats good right?
only diff is i feel more tired each day.
must be the weather and me gg to work.
BUT

IM ENDING WORK NEXT TUES!!
yeah.finally
long awaited day.

my birthday was over in the midst of me getting sick and being blurish.
the crescent and singtel frens celebration were cxl due to the fact that i could not get out of the house and down with fever.
that sun was spend with sh peeps and kster-ing.
and sun was dedicated to my piggy.

haha but piggy is broke now becox of my bday present.
next time i shld take a picture of it and post it.
but for now.
juz to let u know and to show off a bit.
haha.
its a diamond ring.

pictures will be up soon as long as i can get from piggy.
as for now, lemme rest and read my harry potter.

2007-07-21T13:54:00.000+08:00

POTTER IS OUT!!!!
haha.
i cant wait.

back to maintrack.
been sick for the past 4 days.
it is not the best timing to be sick, neither the worst though. so i shld be greatful that it is a few days earlier.
haha.

but back to work on tues.
haha.
after all the celebrations are over.

awaiting
awaiting
jul 23.
20.
OMG

2007-07-15T21:01:00.000+08:00

sun night and im at home rottin.
which is good cox i hardly have time to stay at home and surf the net and rot.
haha but i had a busy morn.
went tuition with harvard, met s76 for birthday celebration, and then tuition with peiqi and meet piggy for his 30 min break.
haha.all this from 1030-6
fulfilling.

meeting the class is something which i have been putting off for a long time due to work, tuition and other committment.
but its still sweet that the class chair aka XJ/the welfare rep aka dot, still managed to rmb and do that for us.
and also get me my present.
haha...thx guys.
for those who want to know what the present is, it is a mixture of 6 fragance which u can mix n match to make the fragrance of ur choice from body shop.

haha.
since now im on the topic of reminiscing abt my jc life..
i was juz browsing through frenster when i saw this on kexin's photo list.
although it only bring back a few memories cox i wasnt close to my first 3 months class,
but still..there are somethings that are not replaceable.

thats all for now.
more celeb coming up as i move closer to seeing the big 20 on my cake.

2007-07-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

i havent been posting abt stuff that happen during this period of my life.
maybe i shld start with the end of june
had the usual sh chalet with the sh peeps.
but this is different cox we only stay for one night, which we did bbq.
and it rained so heavily in the evening and thus we had to buy back food cox everyone present was starving and bbq in the wee hours of the night.
luckily junhao pop by and lend us umbrella.
haha.
interesting night though.

then piggy went bkk.
3 whole days without piggy.
3 draggy days.
but piggy bought a lot of things for me n himself with juz a little bit of money!
haha.
ok let me list out for everyone to envy.
piggy bought a fake tag heuer, ard 7 tshirts for himself including polos from ralph lauren, 2 LV A grade passport holder, a wallet which i forgot which brand and some other things which i forgot as well for himself.
then for me he bought 2 polo ralph shirts, one gucci wallet, one guess watch, one DKNY watch and others.
and all the fake stuff are grade A de k...
and i think he spend 200+ only..
cheap right?

my birthday is coming!!!!!
haha so exciting...
but i still havent thought of anything that i want...
nvm i still have one more week...
and i still havent tell my boss i wanna off on that day..
i better rmb to tell her soon.

but pple are starting to book my days!!
this sun i will be out with s76 peeps for pple who are july babies celeb.
next fri with st peeps.
next sun most likely out with sh peeps..
on my bday with piggy.
thats for now.
yup. and back to my boring st life.

2007-07-08T15:04:00.000+08:00

havent been updating myself with the chinese songs recently..
but heard the wang leehom new song which i think is really quite different from his usual style..
haha..
maybe cox i like the lyrics..

落叶归根
舉頭望無盡灰雲
那季節叫做寂寞
背包塞滿了家用
路就這樣開始走
日不見太陽的暖
夜不見月光的藍
不得不選擇寒冷的開始
留下只擁有遺憾
命運的安排
遵守自然的邏輯
誰都無法揭謎底
喔～遠離家鄉不甚唏噓
幻化成秋夜
而我卻像落葉歸根墜在你心間
幾分憂鬱幾分孤單
都心甘情願
我的愛像落葉歸根
家。。。唯獨在你身邊
但願陪你找回所遺失的永恆
當我開口你卻沉默只剩一場夢

jay is coming out with new songs too.. and new movie..
haha for now..i will be awaiting harry potter!!
watched transformers with piggy recently..
haha..not as bad i thought..
cox im not really fanatic abt robots flying ard..but i really like BUMBLEBEE!!!
awaiting tuesday:)

2007-06-28T08:06:00.000+08:00

having to wake up 630 in a row for 4 days is quite bad.
makes me damn shagged and tired and bad tempered.
sorry piggy cox i make u quite pissed.
haha.
but its all ur fault lo!
you mske me pissed first.
bleh.

another 630 day tmr, and that makes it 5 days in a row.
but tmr is chalet day!
hope i can dong all the way and not slp,
cox staying out for one night is hard to come by.

stupid kimyam pangseh me for lunch for 3 days le..
irritating!
then make me eat lunch alone for 3 days...
grrr..so i make piggy come down n pei me eat lunch today!
haha..cox that kimyam off again...

yesterday we din get to celebrate farewell to those who are leaving, but i dun think we 5 are able to meet again for any celebration le.
unless someone is enthu enough to organise one.
haha..and that would be alex i guess.

hai..calls are flooding in again.
back to work.

2007-06-26T08:28:00.000+08:00

Sian sian sian…
Im working full on my last day of work..
And it is a sat somemore..
Irritating.
This tempt me to take off on that day.
Haha.

blogging in the office now..
haha.
Cox the stupid system is down..
But still have to answer calls..

One more month till I leave this place.
Hai..but all my frens are leaving le..
Left only me n wendy to struggle on..
Kinda remind me of my starhub days when we leave one by one.

Speaking of that I met up with j a few days ago.
Nothing much changed though..haha
Still the same thing, we eat, gossip, talk abt other stuffs, shop..

Piggy is gg bkk soon le..
Sad..
No one to pei me for 3 days..
But I will look forward to him coming back!
Piggy hurry come back k?

2007-06-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

this week will be so fun!!!!!!!
haha...
mon to wed chiong tuition..
wed night got farewell celeb with st peeps..
fri is chalet time!
haha..
cant wait.

piggy and i got a good bargain for davidoff perfume.
so happy.

2007-06-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging for long time...
saw the S76 ( or rather 6 pple from s76) on sun.
haha..
although there is juz 6 pple..
but guess seeing them after such a long time still feels good!
i miss my jc days again..

after that went for randy bday dinner..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RANDY!!
felt bad that u had to treat.
will treat u back the next time k?

work is relatively quite ok..
guess im gg to work for the sake of my colleagues..
SOME are nice pple...
guess i will miss them when they are gone...

tmr is free!!
its piggy time!!!!!!!

2007-05-27T15:07:00.000+08:00

today is one of the precious day which i can stay at home.
cox from tmr onwards, i will be working for 13 days straight without any breaks and most days from morning 8+ till 9pm at night.
sian man.
but this is all becox of MONEY!!
haha..
i got so many things to buy..
but i bought so many things for myself yesterday and spent a great load of money!!
i bought 1 yr supply contacts, a skirt, a pair of heels and something else :)
nice nice!
im gg to be a happy girl from now onwards.
ill try.
i want to buy new spec!!!

2007-05-20T15:14:00.000+08:00

another good day which i can stay at home and rot.
haha.
but my leg hurt.
especially the ankle area.
dunno if it is because i wear heels for so long when i hardly wear heels in the past.
or izzit because i walk too much?
lol..

as the days goes by, all the irritating cust which reminds me of my starhub days are coming again.
and i happen to always tio them when im gg home!
like when im supposed to go at 6, the last call must surely be one of this irritating pple.
SICKENING!
they must be so sickening that they purposely choose this timing to call and dun let the suay one who genna their call go home.
BLOODY IRRITATING PPLE!

AND I JUZ RECEIVED NEWS THAT RESULTS WILL BE OUT ON SAT!!!!!
THIS COMING SAT!!
OMG!!!
luckily im not working...

2007-05-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

to the dearest girl who juz got hitched and is so happily immersed in her "honeymoon" period now and also happily announcing to the whole day that she got her own boy,

CONGRATS! haha..

did ur boy say anything abt the message i tag?

*~All i want~*

我是宅女

无理头

odd oddd day

post exams

shagged

~All i want~