maybe i should play SHE's tian hui while i write this entry. haha.
things are not clearing up. at least for my case, not sure about the others. but almost everyone is asking me to take the first move, grab the chance.. but its really easier said than done.
really.
i dun think i can.
haha.. i still prefer for the other side to take the first move.
but i dunno why.. nowadays i juz feel diff... but i juz heard a news from my fren.. and i just feel so stupid!!!
argh!! i must learn to grow up and stop being naive!!