this few weeks had been so tiring for me..
cox my body isnt feeling quite alright..
with the occasional headache and feeling feverish..
really dun feel like doing anything.
havent been blogging for a while le..
so decided to blog today while resting.
last fri i had an "eventful" gathering with the crescent peeps.
haha..everyone present should know what i mean.
but i got a bit giddy that day maybe due to the purifier thing in lucinda's house.
haha..cant really stand the smell..
but before that i went out with thong ler and met yulin for a while..
haha..
havent seen these 2 pple for quite sometime le..
realised i kept missing s76 outing because they always held it on weekend night when i have to go daddy's place..
no choice although i would like to go since we dun see each other so often now..
that stupid tl keep saying he wants to grow fatter cox he thinks he is too thin now..
idiot!
how i wish i can contribute all my fats to him!
im so fat now!!!!!
everyday doing nothing but eat, work, eat, work..
slp is hardly counted inside my daily routine..
haha..
cant wait for exams to be over then i want to find jobs to do for that one month!
i want to earn more money!
anyone has lobang pls think of my poor state and introduce me to a job..
haha..
so much work to complete for this week..
1 philo essay
1 philo blog post
1 stereotype 2000words essay
1 film analysis which i had done 700 words..
and stats test in thurs!
gotta study study study...
xiao long baos craving fulfilled!

song playing--ni wo shi sha gua from goong

just read B's blog juz now and she copy this article from the philo blog..
haha..when i was just reading it from the philo blog itself..
i realise philo really make me think more than usual..
and learning more about greek philosophy like socrates, meno, descartes, and more.
haha..quite proud of myself to be able to know all this actually..
although i dun think in the future i will need to have knowledge about all this, but at least i would be so blur when anyone talks about it in any conversation.
same goes for my samurai and geisha module.
love that module too..but now all the work load is coming..
kind of regretting why i nv start early in doing all the stuff..
haha..no choice but to pia all the things now.
someone has been saying i nv acknowledge his presence..
haha.
HAPPY BELATED ONE MONTH DEAR!

goong is incredibly nice!!!
after full house and samsoon..
haha..shin and yul are so cute too..
looking forward to goong everyday now..haha

its has been hectic like siao for the past week, making me so tired and moody.
and that stupid tag board thing keep popping up with the user name and password which make me so irritated that i change it!
so pple pls tag k?
or else it look so lonely and sad.
haha.
dunno y this week im so exceptionally tired..
maybe its the tutorial week, with all the extra things that i have to wake up at 645 on mon and thurs, and i have to finish off a 900 words eng essay in juz a night.
but to sidetrack a bit..
went to the 813 chalet on sat.
havent seen a chalet with so many pple for a very long time le..
and havent played twister for ages and played it at the chalet.
Fun!:)
i had a good time on tues too.:)
back to all the work. hai...

the police has taken the prisoner into custody.
as the prisoner pleads guilty to all the offences,
he is left off the death hook,
but instead he is sentenced to life imprisonment.
the only thing difference is,
he can choose whether he wants to serve life imprisonment in this prison, or he can appealed to another prison with better environment.
its all up to u.

im real confused now.
somehow i juz wish someone will fall from the sky and lead me through this torment.
someone who would give me advice so that i dun have to think about it.
someone who i dun have to explain the whole situation too becox i also dunno the head or the tail.
basically i know nothing.
im stucked.
real stucked in this unwanted situation.
shld be expect it to be coming actually.
but i think im juz plain gullible.
i hate myself.
whats a few months compared to seven years?
nothing basically.
its like comparing a piece of metal to a rare gem.
which one would u prefer?
i still think i dunno u well.

finally one day which i can stay at home and nuah and finish up all my work!
haha.
so happy.
mrs mannar( my eng tutor) dropped so many bombshells on mon tut that i was totally shocked that so many things are coming up.
i have 6 topics of exercise to do from the stupid book!
cox i nv follow the schedule she gave..haha..
okok that one is my fault..
still got some seminar that shereen and me have to prepare to tell the class about genetic engineering AGAIN.
im beginning to dread GE!
tmr there is a comprehension test as well.
sucks man.
but next week is a good week to look forward to.
tues is a special day!:)
while wed im finally meeting my crescent clique after so long!!!!
haha. im so excited...
but next week is also odd week
ODD WEEK= TUTORIAL WEEK
:(
have to pia all the tutorials again...
guess it has already been a common routine for me..
been getting quite a few headaches this week..and the flu keep coming on and off..
so sickening..think its all because of the haze.
i juz hate headaches and stomachaches.
but so exciting seeing the PSI reaching 150!!
wonder will it ever reach a pt that we dun have to go sch?
think im mad! bleh!
im meeting j tmr after sch!!
havent met her for weeks since smu is such a torturous sch..haha.
still trying to get use to my changed life.
maybe u r too good for me..

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

after reading j's blog, i decided to give it a try too.
this is so true.