exams are finally over.
not feeling super duper happy which i had hope i will,
but nonetheless, im still relieved.

end of my first year in uni.

3 more years to go.

6 more exams.
argh.

i super duper sad that i have to start work straight after i finish exams.
YES! im starting work on MON which is tmr.
how sad can life be?

no time to play.
no time to meet up with my long lost frens.
no time for shopping.
no time for myself to laze around and slack.
no time to meet with my piggy.

my life will juz revolve around work, tuition, gg to daddy place!
is this the life that a 19 going on 20 years old girl should have?
NO!
at least give me some credit for slaving for the past 5 months in sch.
hai...

piggy doing cashier for a few weeks= gg home late everyday!
:(
and since i start work le..less time to see piggy le:(
BOO!

whats the point of me trying so hard when u din even bother to try at all?

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

You are full of stress at this time. It would seem that you are having more than your fair share of trials and tribulations and you are looking for a way out. You are not quite sure which way to go but the advice is - 'Stop trying so hard'.

Everything seems to have gone wrong and the situation at this time is such that you are not quite sure which way to turn. So it would appear that you are 'holding back', re-consolidating your position and relinquishing all fun and games for the time being.

For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.

true.
very true.
http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm

i realised we took a lot of things that appear at our side for granted.
sounds cliche..
but these are the small minor things that make our life change.

haha..nothing serious happen to me or piggy..
but it juz that im quite used when im walking past citylink,
i would look into the singtel shop with piggy to look for his godma.
but now the singtel shop is gone..
i would forget that the shop is not there anymore.
and still want to peep in again.

exams are REALLY round the corner and i have juz only started mugging.
maybe a little earlier than last sem..haha..
but still...
NOT ENOUGH!

exams will juz last for 6 DAYS!
I WILL CONQUER THESE 6 IRRITATING DAYS.
21/4- econs
24/4- computing & environmental science
25/4- SSb
27/4- it for project.

AND IM FREE!!!!!!

世界紛紛擾擾喧喧鬧鬧　
什麼是真實為你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑　
買一杯果汁就算庸庸碌碌匆匆茫茫　
活過一輩子也要分分秒秒年年日日　
全心守護你最小的事（最重要的事）