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Wednesday, May 31, 2006Y

juz receive photos from nee nee and suddenly realised that it has been such a long time since i have post any photos.
so many things and events had happened.
its time to look back.
newest to oldest.

[[//the most recent sentosa trip.\\]]








[[//girls' night out\\]]


[[//me and j's shopping date\\]]


[[//Zouk\\]]


[[//Big Walk\\]]



[[//@MoMo\\]]




Stanley Peh!i juz hate you.
y must u tell me that!!!
Boo! lol..

ends at 7:58 PM

Tuesday, May 30, 2006Y

today is such a weird day.
firstly in the morning as usual i picked up calls.
and 1 of the calls turns out to be MR DERRICK TAN!!
so qiao rite?
haha
he didnt recognise my voice in the beginning.
but in then end when he ask who is he speaking with..
"This is Yi Sian speaking".
"Yi Sian, hmmm".
"erh..Mr Tan, do u recognise me?"
"Yi Sian, as in Goh Yi Sian?"
haha.
so funny.
apparently he juz got married and wants to sub for new svcs.
even though he nv tell anyone in our class!!i think..
haha..still have to congratulate him bah..:)
drinking vodka coke at home.
haha.
this week got too many things happen liao..
got to think.
and think.

ends at 11:49 PM


think my ai mei song too many pple like liao.
change it to jolin's new song- jia zhuang.
i like the lyrics.

ends at 12:49 AM

Monday, May 29, 2006Y

watched over the hedge today.
though it was funny.
but i juz couldnt laugh my hearts out like all the others did.
i juz dunno why.
then after the movie, i became moody again.
maybe im tired.
but again, i think i know the reason.
didnt slp much for the last few days.
spent a day with the dv peeps on sat in sentosa.
walked till almost 12 until my legs went wobbly.
then went airport to fetch my sis who juz came back from china.
slept at 4, woke up at 730 the next morning to go work.
im a robot now.
was so tired that i wake up at 8 when work is supposed to start st 830.
rush to work but still late for 15min.
maybe i should stop going for movies.
and buy vcd to watch at home myself,
so that i can escape from moodiness.
i hate my ugly mood!
can someone pls cheer me up?
and make me laugh wholeheartedly?
i supposed that can only be u.
juz read j's blog.
i wanna be a princess too.
how true is "loving means letting go"?
i dun want to let go.
i want to be greedy.
i want u to be mine.
can i?
i dunno y im talking about this thing again.
maybe its all because of the qn ryan ask me.
the ans would be -nothing.

ends at 11:51 PM

Friday, May 26, 2006Y

went clubbing again on wed night.
pple involved: b, ryan, me,li wei, kim and steven li.
venue: Zouk.
haha.
think im becoming such a bad girl!
but this time its definitely better than the one in MoMo.
coz we went Zouk!
haha.
it was definitely more crowded..
and also the pple who went with me la..
haha.. :)
and the free flow of drinks all thx to steven li zhong da!
our kai zi for the night!
we drank a whole bottle of chivas..
but it would be more perfect if J was there!!
haha.
i miss J!!
luckily she is back liao and i can see her tmr!!!
first time go chiong with kim.
she is definitely a chiongster!
she know all the handsigns for the dance la!!
but i dun see the need for all the handsign lo..a bit stupid though as everyone is doing the same thing..
as usual our ryan is very gian in dancing and couldnt control his body at only 10!!!!!!!
haha..
then we went phuture also which is a wrong choice lo!
that place is packed like siao!!!
haha..
but gave me the chance to be close to him. :)
i always have my chances during clubbing.
haha.like during prom also..
learn quite a few things during this clubbing session.
hmmm..
feelings being pulled back again.
i guess what is mine will be mine.

ends at 11:43 PM

Tuesday, May 23, 2006Y

watched da vinci code with the starhubbers yesterday.
so many pple went until i lost track.
even the sales pple went also.
haha.
so re nao.
but me ryan and randy were all separated in 1 corner away from them cox there is this stupid couple dun want to move.
its not like asking them to move very far mah..
juz 3 seats away!!!
haha.
so mei liang xin!!
but although i nv read the book for the da vinci code..i still managed to understand most of the contents!!!
haha..all thx to my bro and yong ming who told me part of the content bah..
but when the silas use the cat-o'-nine-tails and the cilice to torture himself that part was so disgusting!!!!!!!!
i was like squirming in my seat using my hands to cover my ears and shutting my eyes.
and that randy is laughing at me!
how i wish someone else was sitting there...
grrrrrr..
jon and ryan send me home at ard 12 something..
haha..
luckily today not working..
stay at home to do housework..haha..
dv peeps are gg to say i very xian qi liang mu again..
cooks lunch myself today!!
haha..
my sis bought my a lot of things from china!!
and j msg me yesterday from hk!!!
haha..by this sun i will have a lot of new things!!!.
i miss my sis!!!
i miss J!! my darling!!!!!!
haha..
i wanna watch x men!!
this sat gg sentosa again...
im gonna be red!!!
think the neo prints me b n j took is quite nice..

i want..

ends at 2:39 PM

Saturday, May 20, 2006Y

finally the 5 days week has ended.
waited so long for it.
extremely tired today, so decided not to go for my class gathering to watch da vinci code and have dinner.
sorry guys.
although its a bit weird for the organiser not to go though.
haha.
hope u guys have fun.
and jing chun u still owe me 2 chocolates and a meal!
though it has been a while since i saw some of them.
suddenly missed my jc sch days a lot.
the period of my life where i only had to worry about results.
not like now.
still no news from the 2 unis.
perhaps i have to start calling them soon.

went party world with the dv peeps, steven, yong ming and joleen.
as usual, ryan entertained us with all his slick moves and actions.
haha.
fortunate to have found this job, this bunch of colleagues and all the friends i made in starhub.
wonder how will i feel when we all leave this job for another part of our life.
felt quite sad for steven.
nothing to do except to wait.
felt quite moody after the k session.
im a bit silly i think.
wanted to talk to someone..
but chose the wrong person.
hai..
sometimes i juz hate myself.

discover another nice song.
by kaira gong: zai yi ci yong you.
this song is damn sad until u can cry when hearing it.
no wonder steven can be so emotional with this song.
have to wake up early tmr for the Big Walk.
think ard 6..
OMG!!!
i am so tired..
slept for 6 min in office today unknowingly.
haha..

finally managed to insert a song into this blog.
i think this song suits me now.
something are juz so hard to say.
u juz have to know.
pls do know.



ends at 8:17 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006Y
erh

nowadays my mood swing is getting from bad to worse.
j say its pms.
maybe.
and im eating a lot nowadays!!!!
OH NO!!!
iM GROWING FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i still want chocolates!!!!!!!!
argh...

but i juz cant help it.
nee nee spent a whole sun afternoon trying to get stuff out of me about my life.
think the ans is still what he know liao..
nothing new..
haha..
got new tarot cards reading, something which is quite vague i think..cox all of it say about the same thing..
asking me to move forward..
to take a stand..
not to remain stagnant.
actually all this without reading the tarot cards i also know..
cox everyone is telling me that..
haha..
juz went out with j and b for a girls' night out yesterday.
hope we can have more outings together.
and the neo prints we took are quite nice!!!!!!!!!!
haha...
must wait for b to scan first..

got feelings or no feelings?
doubting..

ends at 10:21 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006Y
u

my feelings are controlled by u.
and i hate it!
argh!
juz realised everytime i bad mood,
i wanna go kbox.

ends at 11:29 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006Y
wed night

wed night is the first time i chiong with the dv pple..
haha.
its quite an adventurous night..
although it was not the first time i went clubbing..
but it was quite a different experience la..
haha.

after work me n j went to walk walk while waiting for ryan, kel and hana.
but in the end we end up eating in TCC.
haha.
after meeting ryan, we discover that kel n hana will only be arriving at 1110.
so we went to walk walk again in raffles place.
and discover a lot of ER XIN stuff!!!
haha.
only ryan n j know what im toking about.
goosebumps!
at that point of time, j is MAD already..
BoO!

the adventure began.
firstly we went MoMo..
but when we went and it was almost 12..
but the place was still quite deserted!
so we decided to go Zouk.
upon reaching..the queue was like..OMG!!
all the way to the car park lo..
if we queue on..
i would not even have gone in and would have to go home liao..
haha.
so we decided to go dbl O.
but we didnt know the way..
and i had to wake yong ming from his sleep to direct us..
haha..so sorry yong ming!
upon reaching, we were rejected entry!!!!!!
underage.
wasted trip man.
in the end we decided.
BACK TO MOMO!!

drank 3 housepour and 2 shots.
first time drinking shots.
wasnt as bad as i thought.
but when i went home my head was spinning like hell.
haha
but still able to go to work the next day!

meeting my class again tmr.
cox the guys all managed to come out again.
haha.
dunno what they doing also..think is kbox!!!

tok to kim for 2 hrs yesterday on the phone.
seems like we are still too young to know more things.
hmmmm....

ends at 3:29 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006Y
tarot cards

sometimes its so spooky when the unknown managed to know what happening to ur life right now..
was playing with nee nee's tarot cards in office on sat..
and j did a relationship spread reading for me.
the current situation part was damn accurate!
of cox i dunno about the future part la..
but then it seems so spooky..
haha.

feeling a bit different nowadays.
i juz dunno y.
old feelings are back..
plus the new feelings..
its all jumbled inside me.
but the ironic things is..
they are not to the same person.
hai..

juz read a book from the movie, my boyfriend is type B
inside they have all the analogy for which blood type goes well with which blood type.
me, being a type A must find a type O boyfriend to be the most suitable.
haha.
and of cox type B is the most unsuitable one for me la.

i want my type O guy to come and meet me now!!!
haha.

tmr my dv team is going to wear formal clothes..
haha.
thats our theme of the day.
see if i can post any photos here tmr.

my june weekend are all packed.
haha.
so whoever want to ask me out will have to hurry booked me!
on the list are sentosa trip, famine camp, and chalet!!!
im gg to be a facilitor for the famine camp with j!
and also to starve for 30 hrs!!:(
haha.
i hope i dun faint b4 the participants..
or else so pai seh..

went with saw hoon and grace to SA for the band concert..
not bad..
but guess im too tired..
keep wanting to slp half way thru..
saw mr peh and ling lao shi..
and they still recognise 3 of us!
haha..not bad..
then we got priority to get in the theatre first cox mr peh is the band teacher..
and provided i ask for it la!
cox the queue was like damn long..and by the time we queue to get the gift to get in..
all the good seats would have been taken!
haha..ok la..i juz dun want to queue la..

slping time.
tmr formal wear.
looking forward to wed.
haha.

ends at 11:46 PM

Saturday, May 06, 2006Y

stuck in the office now waiting for the clock to struck 9.
when my colleague told me a chinese verse which sounds...right..
haha.

ren yin wu hui er zai yi qi, ying liao jie er fen kai.

and

ming fan tian xia gu xin

hmmm..

ends at 8:36 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006Y
slack day

today is the day which i can finally stay at home and rest..
so shuang..
slept till 12 today..finally 1 day which i can slp late..
but my sis woke me up. :(

finally changed my blog skin which i think it was quite nice..
a bit similar to j's..but who cares?! we are les partner anyway...
haha..

learned quite a few things yesterday night when asking for advice from a particular person..
guy's mentality during a r/n is really diff from a girl's point of view..
and pple can really do stupid things when they like someone else..
as from an outsider's view..it is seen as immature( or maybe juz this person's pov)
a bit luan..
haha..if u dun understand..nvm..
i spent 1 hr yesterday trying to argue a girl's pov against a guy's pov from 130am to 230 am.
until i fell asleep.
haha..

then this morning when i was online toking to another person..
seems like he has a similar situation as ryan..
only diff is he is more rational and practical.
haha..

finally went to cut hair at chapter 2 in marina square..
j was nice enough to pei me..
but it turned out to be i was obstructing in someone's way.
hai..
saw yong ming there too..
its was so funny at first..
i spotted him but not very sure whether is it him..
so i told j..
j could not cfm also..
so we 2 stupid women stand outside chapter 2 looking at ym to see if he will turn ard..
haha..
luckily he did.

lucinda's birthday was on tues..
but the 6 of us were too busy in our own work that we still cannot fixed a timing to go out and celebrate..
haha..
so in the end i juz msg her..
TO LUCINDA ONG: haha..sorry girl we havent organise an outing yet..
but anyway..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!
really glad to have a fren like u for..and all the fun we had together..
ur present will have to be delayed..and lets have another nan ming outing again!

ends at 4:54 PM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006Y
bad bad bad!!!

this is juz a bad bad day for me..
firstly, settled 1 major dispute case.
and it is also not my business at all!!!

IDIOT!!!!!!
i wanted to type all the stupid things that she points out.
but was stop by my sis.
haha.

she say later tmr i will received lawyer's letter for diclosing cust's information.

haha.

fine.
i dun want to get into another dispute.
and all thx to ryan that the dispute was settled.
stupid ryan was so happy that the cust called him a supervisor cox cust told me she want to speak to supervisor b4 i asked ryan to help me settle..
he must be flying high up into the sky now into his medieval era.
haha.

a friend of mine must be feeling so confused now..
hai..
i also dunno how to help her..
but juz a piece of advice to HER:
hurry set ur mind bah..or else if u continue to carry on this way..and provided the eventual ending is happy then it would of cox be good..but if its not..both parties will suffer..

some things juz cannot be forced.
and somethings are juz not urs no matter how hard u try..

to stan and nee nee: i really dunno what to do now with 2 of u asking me to pursue it.
cox i was really going to run away from this.
I NEED DIVINE INTERVENTION!!ok..maybe juz some help will do..lol!

CONGRATS to 2 of my frens who juz got attached to each other.
think those who know should know who i am refering to.
treasure each other guys!
haha..
sorry..but i juz have to say this
STOP BEING SO ROU MA!!especially in front of us pls..
lol..

i have to think about this matter again.

ends at 10:10 PM