its 2am in the morning and im still up trying to finish up my cue cards for my ssb presentation on thurs.
sleepy.
and i really have to finish today as tmr is piggy birthday!!!!!
haha..
that way i have time to rehears, read thru and think more examples out..
poor xing ying n eunice cox they have to meet me earlier to rehears as im not able to meet them later in the afternoon with the rest of the grp members.
haha..a bit guilty but really lack of time!

and also, i must really say something which i am really terribly guilty of..
that is i nv really have the time to plan piggy birthday for tmr!
if im piggy i would really be very sad:(
hai..
that shows that im not a good gf..
but then..nowadays really busy with a lot of things.
school, tuition, helping daddy...
but it really boils down to sch and earning money.
what to do?
unless someone sponser my school fees..haha
or donate some money to me..
juz one dollar each will do..
pretty pls?
haha..
juz got a new tv today!!
a big improvement from my mini tv that we have been surviving on since the old tv broke down.
this new TV is a 32 inch HDTV!
nice right?
got time i go take photo..
haha..but still not use to it..
but as piggy say, whats the use having a HDTV when i dun have cable tv?
haha..it still doesnt matter..
having a HDTV is good enuff..
think i need to slp soon..cant think of anything to write..
have to meet them tmr at 12..

after 2 tough days in school, i offically have my 1 day break tmr at home!!!
haha. my only free day.
super super tired.
mon was horrible.
as i had lessons straight from 10-4.
2 lectures and 1 tutorial.
then had project meeting.
sian.
although i only had 2 tutorials today,
but i had tuition.
so still come home at ard 6.
but today a guy caught my eye.
haha.
not the usual one that u would think of..
although i think he looks at zhou jie lun though..
the first jay chou cd kind de.
although i would admit that it was his face that caught my attention first..
but actually it was his extreme gentlemenness that attracted me.
first thing was he actually waited for everyone to board the sch shuttle bus before he boarded.
although this does not seems much to an outsider,
but for us, we all knew how CROWDED the bus can be during peak hrs (timing in between lectures n tut) and when everyone only thinks of themselves to get on the bus, he stood behind and wait for everyone to board.
and somemore i was the last i think, cox i was chasing after the bus.
but he waited for me to board first.
haha.
maybe he is waiting for somebody or other reasons la..
but to me it is gentlemenly.
im impressed.
the next thing was on the bus,
there was a granny standing there and he offered his seat to her.
although this seems like a small action, but seems like everyone juz ignore the granny there and let her stand in the crowded and jerky bus.
haha.
although he impressed me today, but i think i will not see him again bah..
piggy has become a very moody person recently..
so sad..
cox i cant cheer him up:(
piggy pls cheer up and dun think so much!(even though i know its hard)

second post for today.
and consecutively somemore.
haha.
im talkative today.
yulin juz called regarding the gathering later.
then i told her i cant go because i have to go help my dad.
juz realised i have been ponning a lot of the class gathering.
and missing a lot of pple's birthday.
hai..
im really sorry for all those birthdays that i have missed.
cox i know u would want as much people to be there for ur birthday.
at least thats for me.
if nobody turns out for my birthday gathering,
i guess i wun blame anyone.
cox i nv turn up for most of them.
other things aside..
ITS RAINING!!!!!
lol..i juz love rainy days.

not in my best of mood today.
and dun feel like writing it down.
havent been blogging for quite some time le..
but nothing much to write also..
school has started for 2 weeks le
but still not very tough as tut havent start yet.
4 day week.
was hoping for a 3 day one but had to sacrifice tues cox of sis.
as we are taking the same mod this sem thus to arrange the same tut together as well.
even though i was very reluctant.
oh wells.
taking intro to computing this sem.
supposed to be easy to score in the finals, but it seems quite chim to me.
all the things about binary num and stuff like that.
still got all the hardware and software to learn.
im not a very tech person to begin with.
lets hope i will learn something useful out of this.
haha.
then one of my core mod turns out to be something related to programming!
i was like--OMG?
totally stunt and blur for the first lect la.
luckily my fren was studying it during her poly days,
so instead of listening to the lecturer whom i totally dun understand and with his india slang somemore, i totally give up listening to him.
i spent the whole 2 hrs listening to my fren instead.
haha.
then another core mod is studying physics.
another OMG subject.
i was like failing phy for the whole 2 yrs in jc la..
now i have to pick it up again.
hai..
luckily last core is econs.
which I THINK and I HOPE i still have some info stored inside my brains ever since i din touch it since As.
but still..
there is my sis.
haha.
last mod is my singapore studies.
in business.
got my wish to study something in biz this sem.
something that is totally new but interesting.
but already there are pple speaking very chim things in class which leave me in total blur.
i have to catch up real soon.
somehow i like school for this sem.
no reason why.
haha.
thats a good sign i guess.
spent wed with piggy for our 4th month.
time really passed quickly.
maybe i will be graduating soon in a blink of eye.
anyway, sis is graduating soon.
last sem for her le.
and bro is in jc le.
so fast.
i could still rmb her gg into uni the first time.
im gg to be 20 soon.
first digit of my age is gg to be 2.
i want to remain 19.
or 18 is good too.
haha.
im gg to be damn broke for this month le!!!!!
so many things coming up.
anyone can donate?
or be my atm?
haha.
pls.

yesterday was a bad bad day..
was feeling very hurt throughout the wholeday.
juz hate to do the wrong things when u dun even know know it in the first place.
there is just this feeling of being wronged.
and sometimes i do things without meaning to.
this is just a sickening feeling.
cant stand it.

school starts today..
super sian!
lol..but overall was ok la..
only 2 lect today..
last fri was spent with my jc clique, namely saw hoon, grace and yulin!
havent seen all of them for ages..so finally we 4 can meet up.
went to wheelock fish & co for dinner..
haha..cox i had cravings for fish n co!
then i saw JING XIAN!!
so surprise to see her cox the last time i saw her was like sec 4 then she migrated to canada.
she was my pri schmate, then we went to cresent together.
haha.
its feels good to see her after so long.

i finally changed my blog skin!
lol.
thought was a bit plain, but eventually it turned out to be ok.
luckily tut havent start yet..
so no sch for tmr and wed!!
time to nuah again.
looking forward to thurs!!

since 2007 is here,
i havent been reflecting on what i have done and learnt in 2006.
started the year working in Starhub as a Customer Care Consultant.
hard job at times but manageable as it pays good!
but i love the colleagues whom were all working with me.
work there for an unforgettable period of 9 mths.
haha.
it was also there where i meet piggy!
lol..long story though.
then luckily able to get into nus.
was so worried when i got back the results.
sucks like hell.
then the rest of the year was spent in nus.
new school.
new frens.
new experience.
lets hope for a better 2007!

finally it is 2007!!!
lol..
it has been a hectic week,
meeting the crescent peeps for lunch at seoul garden,
meeting the co-op peeps for kbox,
and lastly celebrating the arrival of the new year with piggy!!
havent met the crescent clique for such a long time le..
its feel good to meet them, and relieved all the crescent good moments.
haha.
spent new year's eve with piggy at esplanade at first.
but piggy was feeling unwell so we went off,giving up our good front row seats.
haha.
then we met piggy frens later to meet up at the empty field opposite esplanade at raffles place to watch the fire works.
its was even better as not a lot of pple know about the place.
the fireworks are very nice!!!
its undescriable..
u juz have to see it urself!
haha..
but after the fireworks when we were all leaving,
there is only this small little pathetic space( i would say hole) for us to exit.
with so much pple squeezing out, i would say its quite impossible for us to be out within 30 min..
haha..maybe im exaggerating but u can imagine the pple there..
LUCKILY we had a lot of banglas with us.
lol. i think this would be the first and only time i would be relieved that they are banglas ard me.
cox ard us are makeshift fence that are closely tied to each other,
AND since it was them who built all these fences, they would know how to dismantle them as well right?
haha..
and so we managed to get out within less than 5 mins
pro right?
anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.