今天早上起床脑袋异常痛脸也涨红
是不是昨天晚上做了什么害羞的梦
或许是粉红色荷尔蒙在血液中流动
你呼吸我悸动
警告标语提醒着我们身在不同天空
预设好的伤痛是否能说不碰就不碰
我想犹豫不决比飞蛾扑火还更堕落
冲不冲痛不痛理智为爱失踪
来不及每个脚步已踩着恋爱的节奏
来不及地球转动不会为谁等候
来不及回头检查旧的伤口
如果找藉口想太多没结果哭也没用
今天早上起床你是否觉得全身酸痛
是不是我爱上你让你觉得全身紧绷
或许是你太调皮到我梦中随便窜动
你挑逗我失控
警告标语果然不出所料提醒不了我
预设好的伤痛牙一咬有梦就不会痛
我想犹豫不决永远不会是我的作风
疯不疯痛不痛就算我犯了错
来不及脑海早就烙印了你完美轮廓
来不及赶快捕捉为你放的烟火
来不及已把狂爱你的冲动变成了享受
我想要解脱要自由要冲动


----------来不及--Hebe--

today din went so well.
i know im a very nan gao person.
if i dun like someone, i will be very negative.

and i dun mix well with strangers.

really.
and thats something i cant change although i would like to.
cox everyone likes friendly pple.

and i know that u are trying to accommodate this fact.

but there is just this line that i cant cross.
for now.
maybe in the future i will, but not for now.

and also because of my character, there are things i cant accept.
although u dunno it, but the truth is there.




randomness aside.
i finished watching 斗牛 要不要
motivated by the determination and perseverance of 伊胜雪

六球定输赢。





斗牛 要不要？

today is such a tiring day.
and im back to blogging.
haha.
cox its so boring at work.

i have an urge to go and cut my hair.
haha.
although the last time i cut was like one month ago, before exams juz in time to dye my hair, but it has grown so much that now its like hay.
partly because my hair colour is brown with blonde tints.

and i wanna shop!
really.
shop.
i realised half my working clothes doesnt fit me at all.
either they are pass down from sis, or tainted with some colours becox they decolourise, or maybe i grew thinner.
haha.

but i cant bear to spend the money!
HAHA! call me a miser.
so i welcome free clothes.

back to my office work.
i really think my office is wasting resources, namely ME!
reason being that i have been here for the past week and i have not been proper training yet!
excluding the 2 hrs of explanations of the sch fees talk.

but yea, im like rotting and surfing net secretly and ans calls when they ask me to.
HIVR somemore.

hurhur.

最经很喜欢写网日记。。

哈哈
没有什么理由。

可能比较有空



现在在办公室。
花了一整天在看修得网日，
哈哈 只看到一半，
其实也不到一半
但又勾起我用华文来写网日

原来他也是一个痴情汉
感情丰富的汉子
我喜欢。
：）

当我看到其中一篇有关于梦想时
也让我想到我的

从小到大，我没有真正去追求我的梦想。
好听的说 就是我的顾虑太多

必须关心学业
钱
时间
家人
还有什么呢。。

可是现实是。。
我不够坚持

我不会怪我的命
怪我的父母
怪其他的事

所以虽然现在一边打工一边读书很苦
但我乐在其中

我要靠我这两只手和这个头脑
打拼这个世界！
哈哈

有点扯
但未来的事以后再说

这二十年我没有做我要做的事
到了这个
七月二十三
我越该做做我该做的事

不然失去的会根多
哈哈

我应该开始想想

满脑子都是我想要做的事!

i have been blogging a lot this few days.
haha
感触良多吧

今天去补习时， 不知不觉我发现今天的旅途中有很多残疾人和我搭巴士。
有点不寻常，因为我平常不会常看见他们。
让我想起四川地震的事。

我这几天很不喜欢看报纸。
看到那些悲惨的画面都让我很心酸。

我是一个感情丰富的人。
零碎的事都会让我哭泣了，何况是这种大事。。
也因为这个理由，我很欣赏感情丰富的男生，
哈哈

我觉得着种事的发生，是在提醒我们有多幸福。
这时的辛苦又算什么。。

我每一次到不一样的地方工作时，都会领略到人是多么心胸狭窄，事事都要计较。
事事难料， 大家加油吧！

最经有朋友问我要不要出国旅游。
我才发现以前很渴望出国的我不见了。。
可能因为压韵太久，所以不见了。
可能她很快就会回来，
但我现在只向做好我的本份，筹够钱交学费，留在家也无所谓。
我一定能熬过这两年的。

今天我有点怪怪的。
所以这是一篇无理头的文章。

明天又要上班了，
希望我会喜欢上这份工作。













当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际小小宇宙
爱你的我
----------够爱-- 东城卫 a chord-

i juz finished watching the last episode of the X-family.
well, although its a lame show and funny weird dialogue and they pun on the phrase" 异能”which is supposed to be "艺能" as the entertainment world a lot, but generally there are a lot of shuai guys to see and i know one more shuai guy, Xiu.
haha.
dada would be glad that i finally finished watching cox i have been piaing all this while and slping late.
im gg to borrow more dramas to watch from my tuitee.
hehe.

went to my cousin's wedding today at swissotel.
its a very rare day cox dad took off to go.
the food was not bad, and i can actually be full from eating wedding food.
the wedding feeling is not really there as i wasnt close to my mummy side relatives though, thus its more of a show to show how grown up i am now and my current education level.

i bought a pair of comfortable heels today!
haha.
$17 bucks only.

recently im hooked on 2 songs.
1)在水一方 by wang dong cheng
2)吻得太逼真 by zhang jing xuan.

there is this canto version for the second song and its very nice as well.
haha
everyone go listen!

im back feeling refreshed after a managable slp of 10 hrs and i woke up at 12 today.
better than the last 3 days when i wake up after a miserable 6+ hr of slp.

im currently working at MOE call centre.
does this qn pop out in everyone's mind: Does MOE have a call centre?
haha.
yes it does.
and it handle all the weird calls from the gan chiong aunties.

not an easy job i would say.
although i have juz spend 3 days buddying with someone else listening to their calls and have not started proper training.

dada bought me a big seal/whale from jb.
haha.
pictures up later.

went out with liqi and zihao yesterday for a belated bday celeb for hao.
and bought a piglet for him to reflect his erm.. personality.
haha.
we ate at waruku as lq's recommended it and it was indeed super nice.
i love the ebi tenmaki.
and the first time i ate salmon skin.

me n hao with piglet

i have just started working.
for 2 days only
and im tired like siao.

will blog when i have enough rest.

for the past few dyays, i witnessed the death of 2 lizards.
haha and i din kill anyone of them.

one of them was killed by my neighbour, a pri sch kid when it escape from hid house.
in came the power of baygon!
haha. i think he oversprayed though, as i saw the lizard feeling damn dizzy and struggling to escape from my neighbour's corridor to my house corridor.
it was a weird sight to see the lizard walking zig zag like a drunkard and it managed to struggled to the drain where my mum had her pots of flowers.
and it struggled to clinb out of the drain but it couldnt, so it juz lie there n die.

next one doesnt have a story behind it but i juz saw it flat, and i really mean flat at my dad stall behind some table.

haha.

went to lucinda's party on fri, straight after cost exams.
the place was damn good, plus the food, but i think the atmosphere was a bit too quiet for a party.
haha or maybe the 3 lonely crescentians were not part of the bigger group and thus unable to feel the excitement.
none of the 3 of us rmb to bring camera, so all the pics are still with lucinda, waiting for her to upload, but i guess it can take ages.
haha.
the 3 of us seeing that the atmosphere was not good enough so we decided to come up with some games, but still, haha.
maybe the good thing was her bf got to know lucinda better.

randomness.
i watched the last samurai today on channel 5.
i had wanted to watch this show when i took the jap mod, geisha, samurai and yakuza during yr 1 sem 2.
but i only watch it one yr later.
the irony of it.
maybe if i had watch it then i would score better for that module.
lol.


last exam le.
cant seems to have the mood to study for it plus this terrible weather nowadays make me unable to concentrate.
pls rain.
dada went jb today and bought me someting which he refused to reeval until the end of my exam, cox he claims its a reward for me surviving the whole exam period.
oh wells, juz wait n see.

time to slp.